a book of cringe

meeting motionless in white

So, its warped tour on my birthday right? Everything will go smoothly ...right? *sigh* so

For my birthday this year I got warped tour tickets, it being the last year and all *rip* we get there and the main band I wanna see is motionless in white and I see that they are playing at 5:15 now this doesn't work too well for me because I wanted to see waterparks who are playing at 5 but I Think oh fuck it I wanna see motionless and get a decent view, so that's what I do , I miss waterparks which sucks but its okay because the concert was fun , really , I jumped and Mosher and almost passed out of heat stroke and got elbowed in the eye multiple times but ...FUN!

so the concert was genuinely fun I had a good time , I get out of the concert and dart it over to the merch tent being that they were doing a signing there and I was gonna get my shirt signed they start signing at 6:15 , so 30 minutes of heat and anxiety go by

So we get to the tent its all fine until I notice that we are getting close to the front , and I start panicking dear god I'm gonna freeze there gonna remember me as the kid who embarrassed herself oh go- ok calm yo ass down mya your gonna be fine

So we get up there and the order is Ryan,vinny,rickey,and Chris so we get up to Ryan *prepare to cringe * and I froze of course and he says "hey" I smile back and say "hi" kinda starstruck

So let me set this out for u

A girl is in front of me talking to vinny and he is signing her shirt at the end of the table leaving no room for Ryan to set down and sign it I am kinda behind this girl talking to Ryan and I am slowly handing the shirt over the table ,like a sloth the whole time we are talking  like a fucking sloth and I did it with caution as if I was scared, I wasn't scared I was just freaking out

So as I am being a sloth he looks at my hand and back at me "how are you" he asked "good, yeah I'm im good" ...that's what I said , ugh while still slowly handing over the shirt not knowing when to give him it "that's good" he says, it is so fucking awkward like ...ugh then
As I am still slowly handing the shirt like a damn sloth he say "I guess you want me to sign that" he says with a chuckle ...ugh kill me now
So I kinda laugh it off and go"uh, yeah"
He signed it and looked at me and smiled and went to the next person
Thank god that's over

Then vinny completely ignored me but I was still going threw a freak out in my head from the whole Ryan thing ...ugh

Then rickey was so sweet and bubbly and all happy and all smiles and he was adorable

Then...*sigh* Chris so we get to Chris and I freeze of course (my brothers with me ) he signed my shirt and looks at me and smiled and kinda laughed because I am stood there frozen in place with a huge smile and huge eyes so he goes to shake my brothers hand then my brother says "oh no, that's all her" (pointing to me...duh) then I look at my brother with huge eyes and a crazy smile like...I probably looked insane then Chris crooks his head a bit and laughed a little then looked down at me and laughed a little more because I looked like a crazy fan girl he shook my hand and smiled at me

Then we walked off while they were signing shirts from other people

Ok so I would like to preface this as an I don't do this ... like ever  but I don't know what happened to me but we were not far from them and ...*sigh* I squealed...yes I squealed like an actual EEEEEEE I squealed in front of all of them  ... now my back was to them of course and I hear "HahAHahahAHAHaha" from behind me I look back and ...ugh they're laughing the band the whole band  at this point I wanna jump off of a bridge

Note that it isn't like "oh, your an idiot" laugh more of an "awe that was adorable and kinda funny" laugh so I wasn't upset

I took a good hour for me to cool off and  ya know not wanna jump into Narnia

Then we went on with our day as normal except the fact that there was a piece of black paint on my hands which I conspicuously freaked out over and I'm an fan girl god I hate myself for this

Ok well that was my embarrassed story about how motionless in white laughed at me so...yay more cringe things to come I'm sure