I am really really really REALLY afraid of being abandoned. I'm scared to death of my friends leaving me to fend for myself, especially because of the fact that I can't survive without them. I'm like an infant; incredibly needy and dependent on others to help me make it. Scenarios are always running through my mind, "What if my parents left me, how would I get food or shelter." "What if my friends left me, how would I make it through high school and boys and drama?" My head is full to bursting of 'what if' questions. I really appreciate everything everyone does for me and it would torture and kill me if they weren't here. Maybe that's why I try too hard to fit in..? Either way, I never want them to leave. That sounds greedy and unreasonable but if they were everything you had, wouldn't you be afraid too?
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This was kinda short but it summed everything up nicely so..
Anyone who reads this, I love you and never lose hope about anything.
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Never Ending Fears
RandomOkay, so this is basically a list type story of my fears and annoyances, what they mean, why I have them, and other details. This will probably be sad and depressing but.. Oh well. I've meant to write this for a long time and I never have so, here g...
