Ride or Die Chick August Alsina

Chapter 9

*Few months later*

*August*

Its been almost three months since my girl bro got killed I been tryna get the hook up on who did it. I been posted up at the trap all day non stop busting my ass to get somebody. Quavo, Takeoff, and Quan all moved back down here about a month later after everything kinda settled down. The police said that the case has went cold and there isn't really much that they can do anymore. I think it hurt Yamire more then it hurt me because her last piece of family was taken right out her hands. She been tryna make it, but I can tell its gone take her a while.

*Yamire*

Every since that night a few months ago I can't get that image of my brother out my head. I also couldn't get that phrase Michael had said to my brother before he killed him. I had a funny feeling that just because my bro dead don't mean its the end for me. I've been trying to get my mind back on track. Taking my senior classes online and laying low. Even though I've been lowkey I find myself stressing a lot lately and throwing up more and more. Every time I eat I throw up, drink I throw up, anything.

Like today I was sitting in the living room watching tv and August came in with some sea food. He sat diwn and we started eating.

"Whatcha been up to today" August asked. "Nothin much lying around being lazy." I picked at my food.

"Not hungry?" "Just feeling a little sick that's all." he just nodded.

"Bae let's get out of town this weekend and just get away." he suggested.

"Sure what you wan-" I hopped up and ran to the bathroom. I puked all over the floor before I even made it to the toilet. As I was balling I felt somebody come behind me and lift my hair out my face.

"Are you okay?" I just nodded, cleaned up my mess, took a shower and went to pay Mekka a visit.

When I got out the shower I threw on some blue jeans, a sweater (since its in the middle of November), pulled my hair into a ponytail, put on my slides and left. The ride over there I thought about me being sick. I don't have a cold, I don't have a fever, and I hardly even get sick. Then I thought about being pregnant. Every time me and August did it I realized we never used protection. I don't know how I would deal if I was pregnant I'm only 17. As I was thinking I pulled up at Mekka house and got out. We started talking about the possibilities.

"So you've been having morning sickness, throw up after you eat, and you are putting on a little weight." I looked at her like man naw.

"Girl I guess I will go to the clinic and see. Cause if I don't its gone be bugging me like hell."

"Ight baby momma I can't believe you gave my goods up anyway." she smirked. "You gotta work tonight or nah?"

"You are so dumb and nah I'm taking off for a while. August want me to give it up, but I need that money."

"Ayy I feel ya but look I got somebody coming over to see me in about an hour, so..."

"Ugh okay I see how it is put ya own girl out." I laughed we hugged and I left.

When I left Mekka's I drove to the store and got a home pregnancy test. I drove home quickly and gathered up the nerve to take it. I peed on the stick and waited for about twenty minutes. When I went in the bathroom to check on it the test read positive. I bout passed out after reading the test. What am I gone do with a baby I'm still a teenager I'm not ready for all this. How is this gone look a seventeen year old poor girl pregnant by a twenty year old trap star. I began to cry my eyes out then thought about how I was gonna break the news to August. I just took a shower and waited for him to get back from the trap. Being with a thug is so complicated.