For All Eternity (Ratliff love story/R5 Fan Fiction)

~The Letter's~

Ellington POV

Well I open the box and saw that there is so many letters that I had returned to Nikki. No wonder why she hates me right now. I would hate myself as well. So I took the first letter out and begin to read it .

Dear Ellington,

Hi Ell I miss you so much its been 1 day since you left me standing in your old drive way. I didn't want to go home so I went to our favorite park and sat there thinking why god would do this to two people who care so much about each other.And never got to tell each other.I stayed at the park for hours until it started raining. I walked home and went to my room and changed and just cried myself to sleep.I just want you to come back. 

Love Nikki

I closed that letter and grabbed another one. But I needed something to drink so I got up and went into the kitchen and grabbed a coke and some chips and went back into the living room and sat back down. And opened the next letter.

Dear Ellington

Ellington it's been 1 month and am doing really bad right now. I need you so much right now to hold me and to calm me down.Today I started my Jr year of high school and it sucks. I did meet a good friend she has been helping me though this depression that am in. I think you would like her.Oh her name is Abby she is in the same classes with me.So how are you doing Ellington did you make friends and how is the band doing? Do you miss me yet. Why haven't I heard from you ? Well I have class now .I miss you ELlington please write me soon so i know that you are doing alright. 

Love Nikki

I closed that letter and went to the next one.Wow I never knew how sad Nikki was until I was reading theses letters from her. So I grabbed another one and open it.

Dear Ellington,

ELLINGTON LEE RATLIFF IT'S BEEN THREE MONTHS NOW AND I HAVE GOTTEN ALL YOUR LETTERS BACK.WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH YOU ? I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT YOU BROKE YOUR PROMISE TO ME, AND SAID YOU WOULD CALL AND WRITE ME WHEN YOU CAN. WHY WOULD YOU BREAK YOUR PROMISE TO ME FOR?I AM SO PISSED AT YOU .I GUESS THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME I WRITE YOU ELLINGTON .I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GOOD LIFE WITHOUT YOUR BEST FRIEND .OH WAIT I BET YOU HAVE ALREADY FOUND ANOTHER ONE.BYE ELLINGTON THANKS FOR NOTHING.

From Nikki

Wow I guess she was so hurt there because she wrote it all in big letters and she was yelling at me which she has never done before.I guess I really messed up .I grabbed another letter.

Dear Ellington,

Hi Ellington you may not know me but am Nikki's best friend Abby .I don't know why you are not writing or calling Nikki back. But there is some bad news I have to tell you about your best friend you left out to dry. Nikki was put into the hospital because she tried to kill herself from being so depressed and not eatting or anything.So I thought I would write you and tell you if you even care about Nikki you will call her or even come visit or even write her.I bet you didn't know that Nikki has been cutting herself everyday just so she wouldn't feel the pain anymore .Ellington she really loves you. When I ask her she just tells me she doesn't but I know she is lying to me.But anyways I just thought you would want to know.Bye Ellington

From Abby

OMG I really never meant to hurt Nikki that bad. I really wish I never pushed her way like that.But that Abby girl is right If I was anything of a friend I would of called her and wrote her back.God I feel like a big ass .I went and grabbed another letter and open it .

Dear Ellington.

I know that I said I would stop writing you but I really need my best friend right now.I just wish I knew why you hated me this much not to want to talk to me.I hope you are doing alright.Ellington I have been in a group to talk with people that are depressed and I would never talk because every time I say your name I would cry and the pain would all come back.I mean do you remember the time we went to our favorite spot by the river and by the tree we put our names in and then put bff 4 ever? Well I kept my part of the promise but you didn't .So I hope you are doing well and are happy where ever you are.So How is the band doing I have been keeping up with everything that goes on with R5 and I have seen you on YouTube and just hearing your voice tears me up inside.I just want it to stop hurting. Well I am going to go now .I am not sure if am going to send this or not.

From Nikki

I was in tears and so hurt all I want to do is hold Nikki and never let go of her.So I grabbed the next letter and open it.

Dear Ellington

Well it has been 2 years now and today I got out of high school and I am going to college after summer break. So what have you been up to these few past years. I sent you a invite to my graduation party but it was just sent back to me.But I guess am used to it by now since all my letters keep coming back to me. Well I Hope you are doing well. I pretty much stop following what you guys have been doing because I have been trying to heal from the hurt that i was in.But where ever you are at I hope you are safe and happy i guess. Well I have to go because I have some packing to do.Bye Ellington Lee Ratliff forever.....

From Nikki

After reading the last letter I put all the letter's back in the box and got up and went out to my car and put the box in my front seat and shut the door and locked it and went back inside and noticed it was 1am so I grabbed my phone and went upstairs and went into my room and got some stuff and went and took a shower. I got undressed and got into the shower. I got out and dry off and put my shorts on and went back to the bedroom and sat on my. And noticed there were some missed calls and text messages. 5 missed calls from Riker and Ross and Rydel .6 text messages from everyone in the Lynch's family. I put my phone on the charger and layed down .I just didn't want to talk to anyone right now.I felt my eyes close .