Literally my life can't be more great! I mean seeing your friend kissing the person you love are for lucky ones right?! just like me!
I'm now walking towards my locker and the only thing my mind can think about now is that Kiss! Yep exactly! It's not like I haven't seen them kissing! I have! I see that everyday! But the thing is that everyday my hope gets crushed and yet everyday I still hope! Hope for something different! Something unusual! Always thinking how happy should I've been if it was me in place of Perrie! Kissing him with full of love and passion! Loving him in every moment and him loving me!
But that can't happen right?! Afterall I'm not good as Perrie!
I mean... she is great! Totally great! And she is a one of my very good friends! We know each other since we were in Pre school! Our parents and friends too! She is a very nice and bubbly girl with those blonde locks chubby cheeks extremely beautiful blue eyes and a very refreshing smile which can make anyone happy and anybody would love to date her! Except me! No wonder why Zayn loves her soo much!Zayn!!!
Taking about Zayn! Ahh! what can I say about him?! What can I say about the boy with those extra lustrious raven hair! What can I say about those golden orbs! What can I say about that face of Greek God! And about his lips! Damn!!! Those lips are totally irre-
Ouch!
what are you daydreaming about Liam! Niall said grinningNothing! I said blankly!
Nothing?!! Are you kidding me Liam?! I was watching you since last 10 minutes! You standing in front of your locker being in a thinking mode and smiling once in a while like an idiot and you are telling me it's nothing!!! He said with an unbelievable expression on his face!
Damn! I'm standing here since last 10 minutes!!! Oh god I'm such an idiot! If anyone else would have watched me they must've thought I'm totally mad! Just like Niall! What the hell is wrong with me?! And now! what should I tell him ?! Surely something convincing! Even though I'm not good at lying! But still!
I was actually thinking about you! I said smiling.Me?
Yes! Yes! I mean about how great you are and how much I like to spend my time with you! I said smiling and yes I admit that I've completely lost my mind!
Woahhhh Liam! Are you okay buddy?! You were thinking about me?!! Well let me tell you that I'm as straight as a pole and you know that! I mean yah there is no doubt that you can bend any pole just by the amount of time you spend in the gym! But let me tell you that's not going to happen in my case! He said looking nervous and laughing at the same time!
What?!!!! Oh you wish! That ain't going to happen Nialler! I said disbelievingly! I mean is he mad or something?! What the hell is he talking about?! How can he be soo stupid?!
But you were the one who were smiling Liam! He said with a smug on his face!
Anyway forget about this! I think we should leave now! We are getting late for the class! Really late! And Its Maths!!! He said excitedly!Oh no!
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I don't know since how long I'm sitting in this class but it's already feeling like centuries! Cause I hate Maths! I admit that I'm a nerd and all but Maths?! I just hate it! I don't know how can some people love it! I mean just how?
Miss Steinfeld always says in class that we should take Maths seriously and we can't do anything in our life without Maths! What?! I don't agree with her! I mean Maths can't get Zayn to fell in love with me! If it does! Then... I can surely think about giving it a chance! But that can't happen right?!
Infact I still don't know how I get even the passing marks in it! I mean I'm not even in Miss Steinfeld's best students or even average students! I wonder how?!
And another reason why I don't like maths classes is that it's soo boring! I don't even have someone to talk to! Yah there's Niall but he don't even look at me during Maths classes!
No! No! Don't get me wrong! He is not good at Maths or something infact he don't even get passing marks in it! It's just that he has a huge crush on Miss Steinfeld! And he is tolerating Maths only for her! I mean just look at the way he is staring at her now! Open mouthed and continiously nodding in every second like he is getting everything what she is saying! without even getting a shit about what she is talking about!
And I always wonder about what would happen if happen if Miss Steinfeld ask him to answer any questions! Like He would totally stand up instantly and will talk about how pretty she looks in that dress and how mezmerising her eyes are! Without even thinking that it will only make him getting fun of himself in front of everyone!Oh God! I'm soo done with this class! I want to get out and-
Wait! I totally forgot about Harry! He was soo upset in the morning I didn't asked him about that yet! And infact I haven't seen him in any classes! He wasn't even in the history class we share together!
And even though I have an idea about what's the matter is but I want to know what happened this time! I should definitely have to talk to him during lunch break!Bell rings indicating that finally this class is over! Thank God! Now I should go and find Harry!
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Hazza! Wait! I shouted from the hall
He starts walking fast! Almost like running!
Is he ignoring me?! Or he just don't want to talk to me?! But why?! Maybe about the matter which made him upset! Yes that's definitely why he is doing this because he know that I would have noticed that and will question him about it! Well guess what?! He is not going to get rid of me!
Hazza! Wait! Why the hell are you running soo fast! I said panting!
Oh! Hey Liam! Uh.. I didn't saw you! He said
Really?! I said crossing my arms above my chest!
Look Liam whatever you are thinking is not true! He said
But how do you know about what I'm thinking?! I said smirking
Uh.. actually... He put his head down accepting his defeat!
Now tell me what happened Hazza?! I said in a low tone!
Louis!
That part I know! Just tell me what happened! I said simply
He.. I... I mean....
Just calm down! I said putting my one hand around him!
He relaxed a bit at that!They were flirting with each other! He said suddenly! Like saying each other those cheesy lines of some cheesy movies and all saying each other how much they love each other and what would have happened if they didn't have found each other and all!
I was seeing all this being cautious so that no one can notice me! But when she did! She... Uh.. she suddenly started kissing him! They were in that position for few seconds and after that she hugged him and smirked at me! And I felt like a loser! An.. an .. idiot! With that he started crying!That bitch! How dare she?! She knows exactly how Harry feels about Louis and yet she pulled a stunt in front of him! Only to claim that Louis is hers and not Harry's! Urgh I'm soo done with her! And I'm soo sure that if she keeps hurting Harry like this again and again then Louis should definitely. Will have to live without his girlfriend! Cause I will kill that bitch!
I wrapped my arms around him to calm him down but that only made him cry louder and he was a crying mess! My t-shirt was getting wet because of his loud sobs but I didn't mind! I just focussed on making calm down a bit!
I made circles around his back and he relaxed a little and slowly he stopped crying! But I didn't get away from him because I know that now he needs someone and if I even move a muscle then he will start sobbing like a baby again! After all he loved Louis that much! And seeing the person you love the most with someone else is soo tough! And who can know this better than me! It was soo relatable! And I can say this without a doubt that...His story is just the spin-off of mine!
Hey guys!!! I hope you all liked this chapter! Some LIRRY moments!
I know there wasn't Ziam in this chapter because I want to take it slow and not hurry too much! But some Ziam is definitely happening in the next chapter!
Soo be ready!
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FanfictionLiam is in love with Zayn ,who is supposedly his good friend's boyfriend! It's been 3 years and when his hopes finally starts to fade and everything seems to be impossible to happen, something very unreal to him is happening! But Liam knows that it'...