DENIAL [Ziam] [On Hold]

Chapter - 12

Zayn slowly pushed Liam back at the side of the door, closing it. He did it cautiously so that he don't break the kiss. He was scared of letting go, as if, if it was between Liam and oxygen at that time, then Liam would have been the only answer.

Zayn moved back for few seconds and then slowly started kissing Liam again, desperately. He bite his lower lip for entrance, which Liam gave him after few seconds of thinking. The Battle of tongues never happened, as Liam was too overwhelmed to even put up a fight! He just tilted his head to the side, so that Zayn can kiss him properly!

They kept kissing each other until they heard Liam's mom saying " Liam? Zayn? Are you alright?"

While Zayn was still very much interested in the kiss, Liam slowly pushed him back. Zayn wished if he could rewind the last minute and always be there!

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Zayn POV

"WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?! HOW CAN YOU JUST KISS YOUR FRIEND, MALIK???

But it felt good, right?

Stop it! He's my friend!

But Liam's lips...

I said stop it! I can't think about it!

But you still want to kiss him..

I know!!!

Okay, that's it! I can't debate about it anymore, and that too with myself. Especially, when I know that I'm straight and adding to the fact he will never see me in that way. I should consider myself lucky that at least he is talking to me and not ignoring me like he did years before!

But what if hee don't talk to me anymore? Shit! what the hell have I done?! I kissed him! We just became friends and I kissed him. Wow, what a nice way to grow your friendship, Zayn.

But he kissed you back...

That's it, if you say one more thing about this situation then I will surely throw you out of myself!

I just told myself that I will throw myself out of myself?!

What have you done to me, Liam?! I'm losing my mind.

Narrator POV

Before he can continue with his talk with himself, someone knocked on his window. He looked up from where he was sitting and it was Louis!

"What are you doing here?" Zayn said in an angry tone, because he was still mad at Louis, for not telling him about him and Harry.

"I came here to discuss about global warming! Oh c'mon Zayn, I came here to talk to you! Now could you please open the window?"

"No! I don't want to talk to you! Just go and talk to your other best friend, I mean your present new found Love."

"Listen Zee, I was about to tell you this-"

"Oh really? when? after the birth of your third child?!"

"No we have decided that we will only have two!"

Zayn just gave him a look

"Ok I am sorry! Now can you please open the window? Please..." Louis said trying to be as polite as possible.

Zayn stood up from his bed and went to open it and as soon he did so, Louis jumped on him.

"Get off of me! What the fuck are you doing?!" Zayn said trying to push Louis away from him but Louis was clinging onto him.

"No! First you say that you are not mad at me and I'll let you go"

"How I can even stay mad at you? You are an abusive ass friend! So I can't stay mad at you even if I want to!" Zayn said not trying to laugh at Louis's expression when he said that.