He Is Mine (YoonJinKook)

Boy in love

"We can talk about this....we can fix this." Seokjin whispers to him. "Please." The angel pours out more droplets of salty tears, rolling down his damp cheeks.

Talk about this?

Fix this?

Yoongi realizes how afraid the beautiful man looked, Seokjin seems so vunerable and helpless. It caused pain in his chest. The rejection. His angel's sobs. Even if they talk about this, he knows very well that Jin will always be on Jungkook's side. Til death do them part.

Love is something that he always fears. His perspective used to see it as a trap, that will harm you emotionally. But his real reason was that he did not want his heart to be broken into two, he has seen it from some people, and most of those people weren't able to rise up again. So when he fell in love with Seokjin, he swore to not get his beating heart to stop and to be halved. He could not follow the steps of the people who suffered from loss. He didn't want to lose Seokjin. That is why he is so desperate to snatch him away, and to keep him to himself. He wanted to rise up with Seokjin. He didn't want to be alone. Jin made his rock-solid heart beat again.

Seokjin made him alive again.

Even if Seokjin's affectionate attitude is not directed to him, but to Jungkook, he got hypnotized by his charming personality. The way he takes care of everyone, the way his eyes sparkle when he sees food, and other things that complimented him as a person.

So perfect. So perfect for him.

"I'm sorry Seokjin." He gasps for air as he mirrors Jin's sobbing face. "But please choose me." He hiccups as he cries silently, his hands still holding Jin's cheeks.

"There is more to life than just love, it may sound obnoxious but it is true...it is contentment that you lack in yourself". Seokjin whispers, he closes his eyes and takes a deep breath as he continues. "You need to learn how to love yourself first before giving your all to someone else. Because if you don't cherish yourself, no one can love you back. You need to know how important and valuable you are to this world. You are meaningful and mighty...and you know that. So why are you showing such weakness right now? No heartbreak or any type of loss defines who you are...It is you who defines yourself. Only you. I see it through the lyrics of the songs you have written, you portrayed your struggles and hardships in your life. I expect you to think higher of yourself. Min Yoongi." Seokjin's voice grows louder with confidence.

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Jungkook shivered as the hairs of his skin twitched upwards. His pulse suddenly quickening and he sensed that something wasn't right. He regrets the moment he left his husband alone. Maybe Seokjin is starting to look for him right now?

He roams his eyes around his drunk colleagues. The four of them sprawled out on the white sofa. These four idiots! They bring no good at all! He bad-mouths them in his mind.