the chemistry between us(Austin mahone

Regrets

so because i couldnt update for a ehile i decided to give you a minny chappy so this is all Austin p.o.v and how he feels.

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              Austin' s P.O.V

''did it hurt seeing me kiss her huh? '' Yn nods and wipes her tears away.  '' now you know who i feel with you and Justin sneaking around how dumb did you think i am?'' I couldnt believe that YN would do that. she knew how heartbreak felt .

YN: we weren't doing-'' I cut her off out of anger. i thought she loved me, well that what she told me.

Me: SHUTUP!! nobody cares just leave me alone and dont ever talk to me  ok'' I begin to walk away but YN touches my shoulder. 

YN: please listen please" YN begs but I walk away. As i wslk away i hear angie say something but i never heard anything YN said.  I walked into chemistry and sat down at my seat.

mrs.G:  mahone why are you late? and your girlfriend'' everybody looks at me and right now after sorta breaking up with my girlfriend well ex now i wish i could be invisible.

me: i stopped by my locker and i took longer then expected.  and for yn i dont know''  mrs.g just shakes her head and mumbles something about yn. josh throws a pen at the back of my head. '' what the...'' i rub the back of my head where the pen hit me, and turn around.

josh: so you did it you really broke up with her?''  i told him and Eduardo that i was gonna end it with her. eduardo focuses on our conversation.

ed: She would never cheat on you or anybody for that matter she's to sweet to do that so i dont know where you got the idea that she cheated on and with Justin?! they have been bestfriends since pre school. '' Is he really telling the truth. Well she wouldn't take me back. So class went by super slow and so all i could think she didnt cheat on me. Shit!!! she didnt cheat one and i literally broke her heart and i made her think that i didn't love her. Once class was over i ran down the hall and sat where me and yn would always sit but she never came. At first i thought she just never came to lunch but,  when Mercedes came up to me with a bunch of girls. They looked furious.

Mercedes:  i cant believe you! she loved you then you go and kiss angie! what the freak is wrong with you?'' Mercedes screamed at me and i felt like every one was starring at me. Also it didn't help that they were all popular kids. cassy walked in front of the group and slapped me in front of everybody she would've done more but the girls held her back.

cassy: your an asshole!! yn fucking left school,  she cant deal with things like this urgh cant believe you fo you know how damage you are doing to our school?  well the cheerleading captain isnt here and if you notice the others dont really do good so thanks for ruining our school'' cassy walks away and i feel horrible. i deserve being an outcast and being slapped on the cheek. The group of girls are still there but i walk away. heading to my next class i saw Justin in front of me texting on his phone. At first i wanted to punch his face but also i needed the truth so i ran up to him.

me: justin wait up!'' Justin looked surprised that im talking to him.

justin: dude i swear we didnt-'' i cut him off all i want is answers

me: justin please tell me what really nothing but the truth'' Justin fixes his hair.

Justin: so me and itzel's one month anniversary and i needed help and yn being both of our best friend she agreed to help. then we tried to make it as beautiful as ever but i guess we didnt notice how much time we took and sneaky we looked.  sorry dude i didnt mean to cause trouble between you two. '' Justin walks into his class and i cant believe what i have done. I broke one of the most, no scratch that, the most wonderful girl's heart. The rest of the day was horrible and at practice, i wasnt focused. Jason pulled me aside to talk.

Jason: Dude whats going on your usually focused but today your out of it. is it because of that girl just let it go.'' i nodd but yn isnt just a girl she's special but i go back to playing but she is on my mind. After practice i had to wait for my mom to pick me up. once i get home u go straight to my room and recall all the things we did and also replaying what i have said to her today. shit i messed up i text alex hoping he could help.

''  i messed up bro i lost her'' about two minutes later he responded back.

'' what do you mean i thought you were in love? '' 

'' i thought she was cheating so i kissed another girl in front of her''

'' asshole move right there but that sucks if its really love she might take you back'' Alex always knows what to say. Maybe i could talk to her.

'' well we'll talk later''  Now all i have to do us get my girl back.

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sorry its short and crappy but its something right?