the chemistry between us(Austin mahone

stay with me

       YN'S P.O.V

He was in a coma. That was all that went through my head. It doesn't really seem real he cant be in a coma he cant.  I got the text from mrs.mahone at school. All i remeber was running out of there. i ran to the hospital as fast as i could with tears streaming down my face. once i got to the front desk i couldnt speak.

me:austinmahonepleaseimhishisgirlfriend" i said quickly the lady looked confused. i took.the deepest breath and closed my eyes. " what room is austin mahone in please i need to see him" the lady screached him on her laptop and wrote it on a peice of paper. i take it and run to the elvator. floor3 in room 26006 . i push the bottun for floor 3 but i couldnt wait it took to long. i took the stairs and once i was on the floor i saw mrs.mahone in the waiting room crying. she lookes up and see's me. I pull myself together and walk towards her. She tries to smile at me ends up frown . Once i reached her she endugled me into a hug.Both of us ended up crying on eachothers shoulders. We.didnt say anything to eachother but cry. Mama mahone her tears and mine and sits down.

mrs.mahone: lets be strong for him " she gives me a weak smile. I sit next to her and wait and wait and wait for two hours until a doctor comes to the waiting room asking for austins family. Mama mahone jumps up and talks to the doctor. The talk in hushed voices and they both look back at me. The doctor leaves and mama mahone comes and sits.

me: what was that all about?" i ask trying to hope for the best.

mrsmahone: he can have vistors now" I can finally see him again and tell him how i feel! " but sweetie, its only family members"  i feel weak and hopeless, i really need to tell him.

me: so thats why you guys looked at me because he was telling you i couldnt see austin huh" i wipe a tear off my face.

mrs.mahone: no sweetie i was telling him you were his little sister and that you looked up to him so much that you would be devasted if you couldnt see him. " i nodd. " go talk to him tell him you love him "  I get up and walk into the room. It was quiet and not welcoming. You know a thing about hospitals is that they say theyre welcoming but they arent. I sit on a chair by austins bed and hold his hands.

" hey.... i just wanted to say ive missed you." i stop and look up at the ceiling, and wipe my tears.  " people say that you can hear in commas, and ive alot on my mind recently and its been mostly you, i needed to tell you this which i havent yet I love you ok there i love and always will just stay austin please..."  i wipe my tears and kiss his cheek.  I got up and left his room, i couldnt be there no more. I said goodbye to mama mahone and texted my mom to pick me up.  When she got here she didnt talk. My mom knew what happened the other day so, she knew how i felt.

   When we got home i went straight to bed. My brother and his girlfriend,  Natalie were in the living room with evelyn. She is really nice and pretty. We used to hang out alot but since she had evelyn, we just dont hangout anymore.  I layed bed trying to wrap my head around everything when somebody came in. I wasn't in the mood to talk no more.

me: go away im not in the mood"

??: aww not even for me?" Natalie comes and sits on my bed. '' your mom told me what happened but dont worry everthing is gonna be alright''  even though we dont talk anymore,  i feel like she will always be there. I know ive should have said something but i couldn't find anything to say. Natalie got ip and let the room.

            * The Next Day *

I dont know when i fell asleep last night but,  i did somehow. I grabbed some jeans and a black tee,  yhen went to shower.  Once i got out i put my black vans and blew dried my hair then braided my hair. Everybody was eating breakfast while i just sat there and watched.  My mom notices that i wasnt eating and looks at me sypathtically.