I Think I Need Help

Sensuality

"Things are looking grim as the search for Tricia Tucker continues. The poor girl went missing over a month ago in the small town of South Park, and police continue their investigation as they search for her..."

Craig sat on the couch at home, watching the news quietly. He was nearly nodding off when he heard the news anchor mention about the search for his sister, which caused him to grow more alert. Oh, fuck, of course there's nothing new on the search. There never is. The police have no idea where she could have gone, and there's no trail to pick up or anything. It's been extremely frustrating and stressful for his entire family, with no leads and no help from anyone.

Things weren't all bad, though. Craig and Clyde's relationship has flourished into something special, whether it was in secrecy or not. They had been seeing each other since that night, and had grown closer because of it. Clyde was there for Craig through everything, as well, and was helping him as much as he could. And Craig appreciated it. He enjoyed every time they spent time together, and he was beginning to feel and act a lot better since they got together.

There was a knock on the door, which Craig got up off the couch and went over to answer. And there he was, just who he was expecting.

"Hi Clyde."

"Hey. You needing a friend?" He let out a quiet chuckle as he said that.

"Sure, come in." Craig stepped out of the way, and let Clyde in. "My parents are home so we have to be a bit quiet." With how often Clyde came over, Craig's parents stopped bothering with having him ask if he could, so this gave them an advantage. The only think they asked was that they kept it quiet. Up the stairs they went, into Craig's room to do whatever they found was necessary at that moment.

Craig sat up on his bed, cross-legged, with Clyde taking his usual place next to him. Craig always got this nervous bashfulness about him whenever sitting next to his boyfriend, unsure of what to say or do next.The butterflies in his stomach always made him a little light headed, high on feeling, and it always made him so happy.

"How are you feeling?"

"Happy."

"Well, I'm glad you are."

Clyde grinned at him, a big, goofy smile that Craig loved so much. He couldn't help but to grin back. Clyde's smiles were always so contagious, anytime, anywhere. Craig looked away, letting out a big sigh and frowning again.

"I'm so worried about my sister. I don't know if she's ever going to come back, or if they're ever going to find her..." He was pulled close by Clyde, who was hushing him gently.

"Hey, hey, it's going to be okay. I'm sure they'll find her and everything will be okay. I'm sure they'll find her soon." Craig leaned into Clyde's arms as he began stroking his fingers through his hair, carefully and tenderly, with a gentle love. Clyde rocked him slightly, trying to make sure Craig didn't have a breakdown or anything.

"Have you been taking your medicine like I told you to?"

"Yeah."

"And did you clear out all the things you could use to self harm with?"

Craig was hesitant, silent for a moment. Should he fib or should he tell the truth? He ran on a whim.

"... Yeah..." He felt Clyde's hands slide to his cheeks and lift his face upwards, and he got an upside down look at his boyfriend's face.

"Did you?" He had a serious look on his face, and it made Craig a little squirmy.

"No... Sorry. I just need scissors to cut stuff, you know?" Clyde sighed and his face softened, and then he leaned down and gave Craig an upside-down kiss on the lips, which caused the both of them to laugh.

"Alright, you can keep the scissors. But if I find that you've been using them for anything bad, I'm confiscating them." Craig nodded, and shifted back to the way he was, nuzzling into Clyde's chest. He was so warm and comfortable, like a soft blanket. It was addicting to snuggle up to him, but it was so hard to do at night because of his parents.

"We need to get a place together as soon as possible," he said this all of a sudden, surprising Clyde.

"A place? How are we going to pay for it?"

"I'm sure we can get jobs or whatever. I mean you already have one, and I'm sure I can find something. I turn 18 next month and if I save up enough and you save up enough we can move in somewhere." Clyde nodded as he listened to Craig's proposition, and thought quietly for a moment.

"Let's do it," this caused Craig to sit up and look at him.

"Are you serious? You want to do it?"

"Sure, I bet it wouldn't be too hard!" The both grinned, and Craig waved a fist in excitement.

"We're gonna get a place together! Oh my god I need to start looking for a job- this is so exciting! I could just- I could just kiss you!" And that's exactly what he did. He kissed him with such excitement and joy that he almost couldn't kiss him. But they did it, they made it happen. And they didn't stop. Eventually, they were laying across the bed, Clyde over top Craig as they went at it, swapping spit. Eventually they broke away for air, but Clyde went to kissing his neck, causing Craig to whimper slightly with pleasure.

"Oh- that feels good..." Craig tilted his head to the side, exposing more of the soft flesh on his neck, which Clyde continued to kiss. His hands trailed up his shirt, his fingers brushing over Craig's nipples softly which caused him to moan, and then he immediately bit his lip.

"C-Clyde, my parents are home! Are you crazy?"

"Then just be quiet..." Clyde watched Craig as he moved his body down, until he was hovering down near his crotch. A blush hit Craig's face as soon as he realized what Clyde was going to do, and was going to protest but stopped as soon as Clyde began rubbing the soft bulge that had begun to grow. Craig shuddered, and laid back down on the bed, tilting his head back. Clyde worked gingerly as he continued to rub the hardening bulge, and then went around to unbuttoning Craig's pants.

"Ahh- C-Clyde--" his voice came out as a mere whisper as he felt his pants being tugged downward. "M-maybe not now..." But his words were ignored as Clyde pulled down his boxers to expose his manhood. His dick twitched at the change of temperature, bringing a soft "ooo" from Clyde. Craig gave off a little chuckle in response, and shook when Clyde ran his tongue along the shaft.

"Oh mmy god !!" Craig had to try his best to keep his voice down, his body shaking from this new feeling. As Clyde grabbed his dick in his hand, Craig cood slightly and arched his back, shuddering as Clyde began tugging.It wasn't long before he was being toyed with, Clyde licking the tip or maybe suckling here and there. It wasn't until Clyde took his manhood in his mouth fully that Craig got the full fledged feeling of ecstacy. He moaned as quietly as he could, letting out "ohhh god," grabbing at the bedsheets.

It didn't take long before Craig came, and it was so sudden that Clyde ended up receiving a mouth full of cum. Craig gave a ton of sorry's as Clyde was taken aback, and then was handed a towel which he spit out in.

"Oh my god I'm so sorry it was just- It felt good and I just couldn't stop myself I'm sorry ah-"

"That's alright, it's something to experience for sure," he chuckled as he wiped his mouth, and then climbed back up onto the bed, Craig quickly struggling to pull his pants up and button them. Clyde obviously has already taken care of himself during the whole endeavor, so they both just ended up passing out on the bed, seemingly unaware of the consequence of being found such as.