Why do you hate me?

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Summary: Reader is an avenger and best friends with Steve Rogers, when Steve returns to the tower with Bucky to introduce him to the team he seems to take a disliking to y/n at first sight

Warnings : slight angst, slight smut?
Also reader has teleportation powers

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It was another boring monotonous day at the tower, after waking up and teleporting to your seat at the breakfast table resulting in Sam screeching like a girl and falling backwards you ate your breakfast and trudged your way to the living room.

"Hey Wanda" y/n yawned before throwing herself face first into the sofa. "Hey y/n, did you hear Steve's bringing Bucky here to meet us today?" She said.

"Oh shit yeah I forgot" y/n mumbled watching an old episode of friends on one of the many tv screens.

The truth is I didn't forget, I've been waiting to meet James Buchanan Barnes since Steve opened up and told me all about the lady charmer who had the most cruel fate. "He'll love you y/n, you're exactly the type of person he needs in his life right now" Steve had said one night happily.

I was completely and utterly infatuated with the man and I haven't even met him yet! I heard the creek of the door and Steve's loud voice calling for the team to assemble in the kitchen.

"Hey guys this is my very old friend" Steve snickered. Bucky feeling very self conscious with all of the new found attention directed at him he fiddled with the plates of his metal arm while waiting for the awkward silence to finally be broken.

As time went on the team went up one by one shaking his hand and welcoming him to the team. To be honest you were shitting yourself what Steve had forgotten to mention was the fact that his best friend was the most gorgeous man you had ever laid eyes upon. You saw Wanda not so subtly wink at you while Nat was making a heart with her hands gesturing to yourself and Bucky. This didn't go unnoticed as Tony saw and suddenly had the most evil grin plastered on his face. You had yet to introduce yourself to the soldier as your feet felt as if they were glued to the ground

Tony suddenly pushed you forward resulting in you bumping into Bucky and not so gracefully landing on your butt. Oh god this is fucking awful!! You were mentally screaming in your head that you hadn't noticed Steve helping you up. "Thanks Steve, I'm really sorry Bucky" you stared into his eyes hoping for a reply but when one never came you stood there awkwardly outstretching your hand to shake with.

"Um I'm y/n by the way" you mumbled quietly.
He said nothing but merely grumbled and walked away. Way to go y/n! You screwed up introducing yourself to the most gorgeous person ever and he probably hates you!

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This was how it continued for a few months, you would politely try to start a conversation to Bucky and he would give yes or no answers or just not reply at all, whenever you would enter a room he would stand up and leave, whenever you were training he would scoff and and hit the punching bag even harder. I mean what the hell did I do?!

It was a Friday night and time for the weekly movie night in the common room everyone was snuggled up on the couches with blankets with the exception of the empty seat beside you.

It was Tony's night to pick and his choice was to binge watch Sherlock (American version). "Guys that kinda looks like me" he mumbled through a handful of popcorn. "Don't see it" Sam said squinting at the screen.

Bucky came trudging in the room to see that the only available seat was next to you. You saw him clench his jaw and roll his eyes before he slumped into the seat with his arms crossed and a frown in set. You couldn't deny the twitch you felt in your heart as he continued to frown. Were you that repulsive? You looked down to your pajamas and thought you looked fine. Why did he hate you so much?

Soon enough everyone's eyes began to close, no one moving as the events of the week came crashing down on each of them. You felt yourself slightly leaning on a sleeping Bucky before the world went black.

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You woke up rather abruptly as you felt yourself being shoved roughly back into the sofa, you opened your eyes to see Bucky staring down at you in disgust before storming off.

What the hell? You thought. Anger clouded your vision as you swung your legs over the side of the sofa to run after him, you finally caught up to him and grabbed him by the wrist and tugged him around so he was facing you.
"What is your problem with me" you seethed, "I've done nothing but be nice to, try to start conversations with you but every single fucking time it ends up with you treating me like shit and I'm sick of it!, What did I do to you huh? Why do you hate me" you jabbed him in the chest.

He glared back up at you clenching his fists, truth be told he doesn't hate you, he thinks the complete opposite, all he wants to do is wrap you into his arms and make you his, but after everything he's done he thinks he doesn't deserve happiness, love, comfort, he doesn't deserve you. The best way for him to stay away from you was to hurt you into thinking he was a monster which he thought he was in his own mind, but staring into those beautiful y/e/c eyes he couldn't help the words from tumbling out of his mouth.

"I don't hate you" he mumbled his features softening. "I just feel things I haven't felt since before HYDRA and it scares the shit out of me, whenever you're in my presence I can't help the feeling in my heart and I don't deserve to feel that way, not after everything I've done, and I don't deserve you with your kind personality, you're beauty and the way you annoy the shit out of Sam by teleporting beside him to scare him" he chuckles. His face suddenly hardens again and he goes to turn around and walk away.

No way were you going to let him walk away from you. You suddenly turned him around and slammed him against the wall, before he could protest you held his face in your hands and stroked his cheek, loving the way he leaned into your touch, before any words were exchanged you brought your mouth up to his own connecting your lips in a soft, gentle manner the sparks soaring through your body as your lips moulded together all the anger and passion put into one simple action made your legs feel like jelly.

You released his lips needing air, you rested your forehead against his breathing heavily feeling at peace for the first time in a very long time.

You leaned back and stared into his eyes looking for any type of emotion, and his eyes were laced with pure adoration as he stared back into yours that were reflecting the exact same.

"Please don't shut me out again" you whimpered breathlessly to him lacing your hand with his own. His hand squeezed your own before bringing it to his lips, "Never" he sighed happily before connecting your lips once more finally feeling content with his life.

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"Dude where's y/l/n and Barnes" Tony yawned sleepily. "Tony you're the one who installed the cameras check yourself genius" Sam grumbled throwing a pillow at the figure standing rubbing his eyes.

Tony walks over to the computer and brings up all the cameras and looks for the two missing avengers.

He finally finds the camera with both of you in the corridor and...

"Dude holy fuck"

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