Feeling worthless

Chapter three

Next day **

(Joana) I didn't sleep good I was crying a lot last night so I just took a shower put on some leggings and a jacket I didn't feel go so i put my hair in a side braid

Beep* beep*

To:Joana good morning I'll wait for you outside in 5 min 😊

To :Jacob alright

(Joana) I really wanted to stay home but my mom told me no because it was my second day of school I went down stairs and I ate a granola bar I told my mom I wasn't thy hungry and she wanted me to eat pancakes but I said no that Jacob was waiting for me outside I went outside and we hugged we started to become closer like bestfriends and It was awesome

(Jacob) hello 😁 I feel so bad of what happens yesterday I won't let her call you names and stuff just stay with me and you'll be ok she's just jealous cause your beautiful and she can't deal with it.

But if you need anything you can tell me I'll always be here I would love if we could be bestfriends

But only if you want to

(Joana) yes I want too we hug and smile he was really nice to me and I loved him you know as a friend I don't think I would love him like boyfriend but okay I saw Elizabeth and I just got closer to jacob and we both turn around and she is trying to talk to jacob but he ignores her we get on the bus and we sit together and I didn't talk I was still sad but oh we'll

*cmon Joana* he said ..I got off the bus and me and jacob when to eat breakfast but I just got an orange juice cause the food there is nasty got some pancakes and a apple juice

(Jacob)omg that was so good but why don't you eat some food breakfast is the important part or the day cause school foo is nasty but I drank orange juice so I'm good she said okay we'll see you later

(Joana) okay bye

*after school*

*Jacobs pov*

Omg I had an amazing day but I didn't really see you and that sucks and today was our first day of being besties and do you want to hang out later like at 5:00 maybe we can go skating or make a video and post it on YouTube but message me okay and we will decide okay

*Joanas pov*

I didn't have a good day because of what happend yesterday but I don't think it will happen again I'll just try to hang out with jacob I would look for him but every time I saw him he would be with his friends and probobly forgot about me but but we are probably gonna hang out so I'm good during lunch she came up to me and she was telling every body I was a loner BC I was sitting by myself BC I didn't wanna bother jacob she said I was gonna be a loner forever and I just ignored he a tear came out but I covered it

Going home i saw jacob and he asked if I wanted to hang out and I'm gonna say yeah cause I didn't spend time with him at school

To jacob : ey let's hand out and what are we gonna do

To Joana : well let's make a YouTube video cover of drop in the ocean

To jacob : okay sounds fun

*Joanas pov *

I knock on the door and jacob came out he receives me with a hug and he takes me to his room he has everything ready I like his room it's nice so he told me I could sit on his bed and I did he started singing he songs like an angel

**Jacobs pov**

I hear a knock on the door so I run and I open it it was Joana I received he with a hug and I take her to my room I start

Hey guys it's jacob whitesides and today I'm gonna do a cover of drop in the ocean

Drop in the ocean change in the weather

I was praying that you and me might end up together

It's like wishing for rain while I stand in the desert

But I'm holding you closer than most

Cause you are my heaven

I loved that songs and after we were editing and tweeted be video on YouTube hope yall like it

**joanas pov **

I love the way he sings his voice is perfect and he's perfect too wow I can't believe I just said that but we're just best friends so it's all good I check my phone and there was a message from my mom

Mom: come home early for dinner

Jacob my mom said I have to go home early for dinner so I have to go it was about to be 8:00 so I'll message you later I told him I hugged him it was a tight hug I enjoyed it I don't know why bye jacob I told him and I love the video it's amazing I love the way you sing

Home *

Mom pov*

How was your day honey

It was good mom jacob made a video and I like it

That's good eat so you can go to sleep okay

Joanas pov**

How was your day my mom asked

It was good jacob made a video and I like it that's good my mom said eat so you can go to sleep okay I rushed cause I wasn't feeling good so I leave my dish in the table and I go take a shower and a thousand memories come to my mind I miss my friends is Texas and I hate Elizabeth she caked me a loner but I was trying not to tear up but I ha a couple oh we'll I got out I put my pjs and I go to sleep

It's long but oh well I was really busy I hope yall like it and sorry if I messed up in some parts

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