A Soldier Like Me:A Louisiana Love Story

Chapter Seven: Tinashe

I really wanted to kill Dayvon ass, we'll run him over with my car. He had my girl crying and depressed. When Heaven call me, say she needed my help in a frighten scared voice. I knew something was wrong. I grab my pistol and got my black ass in that car quick fast in a hurry. I knew that nigga wasn't right because ever since my gay cousin Meko came in town to visit that day. Dayvon thought he came for Heaven or messing around with Heaven or whatever. Anyway, he stalk my cousin the whole time he was here. That nigga was crazy. I was glad that Chase invited us to this club. Heaven needed to have a little fun. She still had the bruises from fighting Dayvon, but they weren't worse like they were before.

   

"Heaven, you sure you gone be okay going to this club?" I asked her.

  

"Yes, I need to go out and have some fun," she said, flat ironing her hair.

  "Well let's turn the fuck up!" I hollered shaking my ass.

   

A lot of people think I'm this loud Ghetto bitch which is true, I'm from Scotland what they expect. Everything in Baton Rouge is ghetto.

   

 

Growing up in Scotland was a little hard for me. My mom was working two jobs while my dad sat on his ass drinking all day. I was the only child; my dad would always abuse my mom when she don't give him what he wants. I think I was like 9 when It started.

 

  One day I remember coming home to my mom and dad fighting I would go over to my aunt Dee house next door and wait till my parents stop fighting. When I heard them stop fighting and I can hear my auntie screaming what did you do! I immediately ran to check on my mother to see if she okay, but she wasn't.

  My dad beat my mother to death and I did nothing. I was happy my father was put away for a long time. I just wish my mom was still here.

    I went to stay with my Aunt Dee and it got worse. My aunt Dee was an alcoholic and sold her body for money. She fuck different man every day and they would give her money. I was happy I had a lock for my room.

    I couldn't take living with my aunt anymore. I was 16 when I ran away, I didn't know where to go. A man saw me walking and stop me.

  I didn't go for old man. But he was fine and didn't look old. He was light skinned, light brown almond eyes and body was in shape. He had a fade and two golds in his mouth.

    My mother told me to never talk to strangers, but he look like he was a safe person to talk to and I was attracted to him. So, I told him what going on and he understood.

  He told me his name was Luchie and offer to buy me a room and I couldn't turn it down I had nowhere to go and I wasn't going back with my aunt.

 

I got a job at McDonald's and started paying for my own room. He been coming to take me out and take me shopping. I can tell he was feeling me.

  I was no ugly chick I was dark skinned, brown eyes, pouty lips,5'6, short wavy hair and I was slim thick.

   

  I remember coming from dinner, he ask to stay the night with me. Of course, I said yea. We ended up fucking and it was my first time.

  He told me he had feelings for me and I believed him. I ended up pregnant and he was flipping out and told me to get rid of the baby. I was upset but I wasn't ready to take care of a child, I was still struggling myself.

 

    He went to jail months later for killing someone and I also found out he was married with kids. I was hurt I gave this man my virginity and he betrayed me. I learned not to trust a man again. Luchie was the first and last relationship I had.

 

  Heaven was my bestie, we met in elementary school. She ask me did I want be co-owner of our shop. She was my only friend and knew what I been through. That's why I got her back no matter what.

"What you wearing to the club?" She asked putting makeup on her face.

"Girl I got this cute jump suit, I been dying to wear." I told her taking the rollers out my hair.

 

"I have this black fitted dress I'm wearing." She said smiling.

   

"Okay, we gonna be in there getting eye fucked by all the fine ass niggas." I said doing my lit dance.

 

"Not you cause Chase like you and he ain't gonna let no nigga come at you." She teased licking her tongue at me.

    "Girl I ain't gonna lie he is fine, he can cuff my ass. And plus, I heard gangsters fuck good." I said sticking my tongue out.

     

We both laughed in unison.

   

If Chase wants me, he better come correct. That mean no bitches and definitely no secrets. Cause I don't want another lying ass nigga.