A Soldier Like Me:A Louisiana Love Story

Chapter one (part2)

                                              Big Hustler

Everyone was in total shock when they saw me. Brec looked as if he was lost for words or didn't know what to say. Master face went to shock and then to a rage look on his face. I knew he was about to be on that dumb shit. I swear this boy had anger problems growing up. But I can only blame myself for it, life wasn't easy for him, and he had to grow up fast. It saddens me because he didn't have a choice. It wasn't like I was trying to be out my sons life on purpose. Its just some snake ass people got in the way.

"Dad you need to start explaining shit now! My mother dead because of you!" Master snapped giving me a deadly look.

He have a right be mad, but only did he knew his mother didn't kill herself someone else murdered her and made it look like she killed herself. If he knew that he would even be more pissed and start killing people for answers.

"Damn! No, hi dad I'm glad you alive," I said looking at him, but he stayed quiet with his mouth twisted up, glaring at me.

Before he can say some fucked up shit to me. Brec walks over to me.

"We all glad that you both are alive, we just need answers to why you lied to us all those years." Brec interrupted, looking at me and Rambo.

"I'm not, he can go back to where the fuck he was. I'm doing fine with out him."  Chase harshly said to Rambo.

Rambo mouth drop for a minute, then his face turn into a fuming look.

"Boy who the fuck you talking to. I'm your fucking father, you don't talk to me like that. Say some off the wall shit to me again, I'll slap your ass to death." Rambo roared, getting into Chase's face.

Everyone, including me a had a confused look on they face, when he said that.

"The fuck! You can't slap nobody to death." Chase laughed.

"You wanna see, keep fucking with me, You going to get all those ass whipping, I owe you all these years." Rambo threatened Chase.

Chase wave Rambo off. "You put no fear in my heart nigga."

I had enough of this, they should not be in here fighting and Master shouldn't be worry about where I been. Heaven almost died, and they in here worrying about the wrong thing right now.

"Look Master and Brec, I promise I'll explain to y'all what happened. But right now is not the time.Especially not in no hospital with a lot of people around us.Now we here for baby girl. That's all that matters right now.

Master wanted to say more, but remain silent and took a seat in the chair, Brec did the same. I was right, it wasn't the right time to say anything, we had to make sure nobody was near to hear anything about what happened. Luchie got ears everywhere and I didn't want my baby brother to know I'm alive not just yet.

I was ready to get revenge on that punk motherfucker. For betraying me and trying to still my money. All because our mother didn't love him more than me. Fuck that bitch and him. He knew what I went through with her, that lady was fucking torture. From being raped and abused by her. If he wanted that for love then he can have it. I'm going to pay that  bitch a visit and it won't be a nice one.

   She gonna get everything that come to her. All the pain she cause me all those years.

Flashback 38 years ago...

   I was just about 10 years old when it started. When she beat me because I started liking girls. She didn't want me staring at no girls, or touching them. My mom was a sick lady she always called me by my dads name.

"Mama, why I can't look at no girl?" I asked her.

She shot me a nasty look, before she replies

"You shouldn't look at no girls, but me. Those heffas are trouble, there no good. You to young be worrying about a girl friend. Besides you don't need a girlfriend, because I'll be your girlfriend and mother," she states grinning, getting undressed.

At the time I didn't know, what the fuck, she meant. But I got the idea when she took her clothes off and got bare naked in front of me.

"Ma put some clothes on, your naked!" I screamed.

"No! This the only body you will be looking at. Not nobody's else's. So get use to it." Coming close to me. I step back until I was in a Corner terrified by my mother nakedness.

"Please, stop mama, put some clothes on. Please!" I begged, but she ignored me and proceed to touch me.

"Come on son, finger me, show mommy you know how to get me wet." She moaned forcing my hand to up inside her.

"Get off of me, leave me alone! I hollered and kicked her dead in her face. Which cause her to get angry.

She wiped her lip and stood up, glaring  down at me. " you shouldn't never done that. Your gonna learn to love me and only me." She said in a angry tone.

She took out her belt that had a silver buckle on it. And whip my ass with it.

"Say you love me!"

"Nooooo!

"Say you love me now! Bennett!"

"Noo, please stop moma stop! Pleaseeeee! I cried in agony.

She raised the belt above her head and hit me one good last time before I passed out.

"You gon learn to love me Bennett" I heard her say before I closed my eyes.

Sometimes I wonder what my dad saw in her. She was a sick lady. Now I know my dad death wasn't a natural cause. She killed him. All because he didn't want to be with her anymore. She will get what she deserves. If it's the last thing I do.