~♡~
It has been nearly a month since Ivan cheated on you and yes you still love him. It's pathetic right?
But, it's hard getting over someone you loved more than yourself.
Then finding out that that special person didn't care as much as you did just hurts. It hurts so much that you can't describe it.
That same day you told Ivan to leave and that it was for the best if you guys just broke up. You were already hurt and breaking up with probably the love of your life was hard enough. Ivan as usual didn't listen and tried to tell you how sorry he was and despite everything you believed him. Though that didn't mean you forgave him.
So here you were. In the house that a month ago you shared with your boyfriend. A month ago. You were happy a month ago. It's kinda funny how something can change in the short time of a month.
Well, what changed exactly? First of all, you were single again. You were unhappy and you quit your job. Actually you didn't quit, you were fired for being unfocused all the time.
You work at Starbucks now and earn barely enough to pay the monthly bills.
So that's basically it, yeah well, except for the fact that you were quite lonely. Ivan and Emilio were your only friends here, now you haven't got any.
...
Right now you were at work trying to finish some extra shifts for a little bit more money.
You heard the now familiar 'ding' signaling that another customer came into the bar and sighed.
C'mon, there's just one hour left then you can go home. You told yourself, since you were more than just exhausted.
"¡Anda, Ivan, sonríe! ¿Por mi?" You heard from somewhere behind you. The voice being more than just familiar. Oh no.
Keeping your head hung low you left to go behind the register, pretending like you had something to do. But of course your plan did not work, your boss hated you.
"Y/n! Get that table" she said kinda stressed from the work she was doing.
"Can't some one else do that?" You asked hesitantly not wanting to be face to face with your ex.
"You want the extra credit?" She asked, eyebrows furrowed.
"Yeah?"
"Then get the table!" She snapped making you nod shyly.
You took a deep breath in and exhaled slowly. I can do this.
You walked over to the table, taking your time and watching the twins' actions.
Ivan sat there, his had hund low with his hands tangled in his messy hair. Emilio was apparently trying to talk to his brother. Breath in, breath out.
"Hi my name is Y/n, may I take your order?" You tried sounding as if it didn't affect you, but it did. There's no way of hiding how much you missed him, but he hurt you.
Ivans head snapped up imediatly at the sound of your voice and name. You gasped at his state, your careless pretence falling. He was pale and his eyes were bloodshot. "Y/n?"
"Yeah" you said as you looked to the side and closed your eyes for a quick second to keep the tears from coming.
"C-can we m-maybe talk?" Ivan asked you, a frown on his lips.
"I am at work, I can't right now" you said while looking down at your orderman.
When you looked up again you couldn't help but feel your heart squeeze at the sight of Ivans hurt look, all the hope slowly vanishing from his eyes.
You sighed, even though he hurt you, you still wanted to talk to him but if you did, you'd probably loose your job, and that you could not afford.
So you cleared your throat and tried to take their orders.
"So? What can I get you guys?" You tried again, watching as Emilio looked as hurt as Ivan. Seeing his brother hurting hurt him a lot and you knew that because of how close they were.
Your heart clenched again. Damnit Y/n! You should hate him!
Emilio ordered something to drink for both of them and you took their orders, trying to ignore the sadness that had suddenly rushed over you.
Pretending to hate someone is so hard when you actually are madly in love with that one person and wish for nothing but to be in their arms again.
But, everytime you thought of him you couldn't help but see the blond girl he slept with in front of you. It hurts everytime.
Shaking off your thoughts you walked away to get what they had ordered but were stopped by someone tugging at your wrist. You turned around to see Emilio stand infront of you.
"Emilio?"
"Listen Y/n, I know what Ivan did was wrong and you didn't deserve that but, could you guys just talk this out?" He said hesitantly.
"Emilio I-"
"Please Y/n, he's miserable without you, the last time I saw him smile was.. I can't even remember"
"I-"
"Please?"
"Fine, I'll talk to him, but don't expect anything" you said, finally giving in.
You walked over to the table Ivan was sitting at, his head burried in his hands. Looking for your boss you made sure she wouldn't see you sitting down with a client and when you noticed she was busy you sat down on the bench next to Ivan.
"Hey" you said hesitantly and as soon as Ivan recognised your voice his head shot up.
"Bab- um, I mean, Y/n?"
"Yeah" you said while fiddling with your apron nervously.
"I am so sorry for what I have done to you and I regret it so much. If I could take it back I would, I promise. I miss you so much and I love you." He started apologising, making your heart flutter. Of course you still loved him and missed him too. Damnit.
"Ivan I-"
"Please Y/n, please take me back, I'll prove myself to you! I am never gonna hurt you again I promise. Just please-" his voice cracked "-please take me back?"
"Okay" you whispered deciding that your love really deserved a second chance.
"Okay?" He asked not quite believen it.
"Okay" you reassured him and as soon as the words left your mouth he snaked one arm around your waist and pulled you closer so he could finally crash his lips onto yours.
And you sure didn't regret giving him a second chance.
~♡~
