Billies POV:
So it's been three weeks since the awful trip to Poland.The sad part is me and Joanna are broken up.Finneas and I moved back in with our parents and I've never been more depressed.I hated life and I hated myself,with Joanna everything changed.I was actually happy.She brought the soft part of me out and I miss it.Now I'm back to being a stone cold bitch times ten.I hate everything.I know I cheated too,but I can't do this.Without her I'm nothing.