Hard to love (Playtime x Bully)

Day 3

"Daisy your, going in about now!" he said looking across the small spaced class-room, i looked in wondering, what he said because i misheard him, until jack push me out of the door, before i get in trouble of being late for work. he made me head towards out of the open door. 'WHAT WHERE IM I GOING" i shouted annoyed, while he walked back and about to shut the door while i look him confused, he spoke out to me "your job" he said and close the door quickly before the player starts getting close by running in the whole, and figures why i'm i doing here and why is there a open door, leading for secrets if he found out on what's behind it. so a quickly dash for it and start bringing out my skipping rope. "He HE he" is said in a creepy tone, skipping trying to find the player but, couldn't quite see from the neon colours of the lockers. i spotted the player, i walked towards him with all kinds of words that flew in. He looked at me sharply not wanting to play, he took a step backwards insuring i would leave, but i didn't, i force him to play with him he looked me like he was going to aim a gun at my face, i counted anyways and handed him the skipping rope, "1, 2, 3" stopping at three knowingly he was going to explode of anger, he looked behind, he saw Mr baldi snapping his ruler at him, and walking to him slowly towards him, the player ran, i wondered why, i couldn't quite see what baldi was doing, seeing he was a blur and so was the ruler, i couldn't see the ruler clutching/slamming onto his hand. Though i heard slamming sounds, but i couldn't see where they was coming from, all i saw was the player having a quick dash for his life like bugs bunny running away from the hunter like the one in the cartoon show. I ignored the player running, so i kept going forward to the dead end i saw billy once again eating a chocolate bar, that looked stoled from someone, the player...........

i sighed from his greedy-ness it's like he could not help it for some reason, i walked over to him, but he couldn't stop to stare at me to wave or say hello, so i started first, "hello Billy!!!"i said cheerfully he look up at me and wave and carried on what he was doing, i shrugged and sighed knowing he was hopeless trying to give attention to him, but somehow i still didn't give up, like i said, somehow i couldn't help to help cheer him, or even tell my secrets to him, so i walked over to him, it got his attention, "What? do you want?" he sad trying to get me some-where else. "do you hate me or something?' raising a eyebrow he look at me and sighed, "no..." he said trying to sit down on the chair, or try to get comfy. "then why not talk, or wave or say hello?" i tiny bit shacking, sitting down next to him. "because your annoying" he said rolling his eyes at me and eating the stolen chocolate bar. "huh- why?" i said nearly bursting to tears seeing i'm a crybaby and he is a bully, "because you always seem to want to have a chat to the one who hurt you or made you get here in the first place, and now seeing you kindly looking like you want to chat to me, or become my friend, is starting to annoy me because i don't know why?" he said looking at me like i did something wrong, when i look at him like i was the problem. "we all do mistakes, if  we all human" i said gently, and softly patting him, he look at me and blushed a bit red, i wondered why though. It's not like he likes me, but i don't believe so, i think he was shock of what wise words that came out of my mouth. he look at me and looked away like he force to keep his mouth shut from me. "you ok?" i said patting his shoulder, he blushed more deeper red, he put up his hoodie once again, "yeah..just don't touch me, ok" he said and walk of leaving me confused and lost in the brightness and blinded by the area.

"ok........." i said i wondering what just happen i couldn't be able to describe what just happen, i started to wonder, does he like me or does he hate me or despise me or doesn't like me at all what so ether. I looked down blankly, suddenly i heard Jack coming down to hug me, "you ok?" hugging me tightly like a cuddly friendly bear, i look over my shoulder i saw billy peaking by, he almost look jelly, but i couldn't seem to understand his emotions, but he kinda look angry because Jack started to hug me, i kept my face to Jack and smiled bitterly at him he smiled back just a bit and blushed a tiny bit pinkly. He let go off me i look behind he was gone i couldn't see his face anymore so i thought i was safe to talk to him. "Glad to see you again daisy!!!" he said happily, and hugged me again seeing he was quite a hugger. i smiled i was happy to see Jack bright side for once, i guess seeing when his close to max and sam he is quite shy around every one or it could be his job changing his personality. "jack.." i said quite sadly but frankly i tried to let it go, " the bully acting quite strange, he started to blush, and when he started to spice up red on his face he left just like that" i said clicking with my hands. He looked at me quite happy and confused though, trying to keep everything still happy and calm."it's ok, i think his to shy to tell you something" he said patting me on my shoulder, i little smile dropped by sighing by, Jack hugged me again (3rd time) i look at him, he look at me sourly. "cheer up, i'm sure it's not a big deal" he nudging me forcing me to smile so i gave him a fake smile instead, but still didn't please him, even a bit, "oh come on don't give me that" he said looking at me with pity in his drawn eyes. But sadly i couldn't smile to that ether, i just look at him blankly, with the pane smile across my cheeks.

In the office with the Head Teacher

sighing, i hold my breath against the 104 total of test from the students i rubbed my eyes knowing it was going to be a long day, i mounded at the total of how many test and to correct the total of test that needed to be sighed in one day, i put my fist clutching and holding the weight of my face, as i sighed on correcting on the test, to see if Mr Baldi has done at-least one mistake, but going through i couldn't find at-least one, his maths was so perfect that he couldn't be wrong, i blushed, from having him in my head, i couldn't stop picturing in my head, it was like i was falling for him, but i wouldn't never, ever agree to be gay, in my whole life, my whole child hood, starting from being a child, always thought of being gay was a regret and gross, i don't think over coming that hate of gay people could change me, i sighed, and try to dream of someone else besides him, until i heard him, struggling to open the door with his anger, i could hear shake the handle, but somehow couldn't open the simple door, 2 seconds later he burst out giving the piece of his mind. He stomped in annoyed wanting to the whole world to know he was annoyed on something to little and small, but somehow it still did come to be one of his problems, he starting facing the door and yelling, telling me, and giving me a hint i should do something about i sighed on his anger problems knowing i couldn't change it. "WHY CAN HE STOP RUNNING FOR ONCE, GEEZ HOW MUCH ENERGY DOES HE REALLY HAVE" he said shouting as loud as he can the made me froze he look over his shoulder, "why are you still here are you pose to catch him running, so i can stop him and catch him for once the son of a-" he said but i stopped him to say the swear something, "no swearing in the halls" i said trying to stop him for giving a bad influence to everyone else, he sighed and knew he had to shut his lips, i sat him down with a small un notice smile on my face, knowing i had to cheer him up to stop him.

he sat down on my chair facing at me, "you ok" i asked raising a eye brow knowing something was up, because usual he would still have more to say, but now he looked like he had nothing to say he look like he was into his own little thoughts. "hello" tapping him on the head blushing a little, he looked up and blushed more than me, "oh sorry! i didn't know you was still here, i thought you left" he said backing out of the conversation, nearly wanting to leave, so he did so grabbing his ruler on his desk, "Hey Baldi" i said stopping for him to go, he stop and looked directly at me, he stood towards me knowing something was up with, because i knew my self, and i wouldn't care usually if he left, before i had to say something to him to say to him. "you ok?" he said wondering when i would say something at any time, but i froze, not knowing what i was going to say, all that appeared on what to say was 'i forgot' or 'never mind' so i choose my second option, "never mind" i said letting him got" he looked at me like i was strange or something, "ok.." and left the room, and went out to chase the player. i left me hanging, i sighed i was tired being on my own so i left the room, to get some fresh air from the whole way rather then stuck inside my room the whole day, i walked forward i could see daisy (playtime) doing his shift, so i stopped her to say hello, "hello Daisy" i said happily give her some space since i kinda scared her the last time we spoked, she started to shake a little though like she was scared to see me. "oh h-hi" she said still a bit shaking but she smiled a bit. "i got a new skipping rope in case the player comes to get the scissors to cut your old one" i said passing down the skipping rope with a smile, "than-ks!" she smiled a bit more, and put her skipping rope in her pocket, and wave goodbye to me as i smiled as i said bye.

during with the billy standing in the hall.

dam it why did i blush at her while i was sitting right next to her or get jelly while is aw her hug or jack hug her, it's not like, i like her or something i think... i sighed knowing i was falling for a kinder garden child, that's 2 years younger than me, i didn't know what i was thinking when i left her leaving, made it more obvious to her that i like her, but i didn't know i did like is that her caring side made her like her or something i just didn't why i would fall for while i was clearly, rude to and i hurt to many times and, still why? didn't she still feel like she wanted o chat to, to what i just did to her why does she feel that i am still friendly ... i wonder why.., i look down than up again i saw the player bumping in to me, "give me something gr-e-e-e-a-a-a-t-t-t-t" i said, as i smirked while the player sighed at me angrily, as he looked at me he had nothing to give, "no item no pass" i shrugged, but the player look over and saw baldi snapped his ruler at him, he took a quick dash for but the Head teacher called him speeding in the halls so he stopped him immediately after I had the chance to talk.

to be continued

by Mia Ritzmann