I don't want to remember (Gumlee fanfiction)

Gumlee777 wrote an amazing Gumlee fanfiction and it made me really want to write another of these. I'll continue my AyumiXYoshiki one still but I need to start this one so bad! I've got all summer to mess around with some new stories. If you have any questions, improvements or compliments leave them below, and if you have story suggestions or requests leave them here too :3

The clean white lab unsettled me even though I spend so much time here. The tiles were cold and the floor hurt my back. The table was just as bad, it hurt my head when they made me lay down. My mum and dad leaned over me, trying to reassure me. My mum smiled and placed a mask over my face and stroked my hair. My father pulled out a shiny thing and held it to my chest and it gave a sting of pain. I tried to get off the table, the room filled with my muffled screams and the table shook beneath me.

I bolted upright, my sheets in a tangle around my legs. My back was slick with sweat and I was breathing heavily. I get this nightmare a lot, and I always wake up like this. I just have to deal with the memories, it's difficult but I'm managing. I'm safe now and it's all over, my parents are dead and I'm running a kingdom. It's all in my past and I'm moving on, slowly, but moving on. I've got a future ahead of me, and friends too.

Today I'm going to meet Fionna, we're going to go out and have fun. I'll tell her about the dream, I told her I'll tell her about my nightmares. I trust Fionna and Cake with my secrets, they wont tell anybody. I put on my jeans and a jumper, dressing for the chill. It might snow later and I want to be prepared. I got to the door and shoved on my shoes.

"Peppermint maid! I'm going out!" I shouted into the castle, slamming the door and walking out,

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I dragged myself out of bed. My shaggy black hair messed up and my bed sheets crumpled. Morning, I hate morning, but it's when my friends get up. I promised Fi that I'd meet her in the forest today with Cake. I'll take my parasole. I shoved on a t-shirt and jeans, putting on my trainers and slumped over to the door. I grabbed the parasole from the coat stand and walked out into the cave. I put it up and floated over towards the wood.

I sat in the shade under the trees, eating the strawberries from the bushes. I say eating the strawberries, I mean eating the red from them. The sky was sunny and cloudless, the worst day for me to be out, they had said it was meant to snow. I waited for Fi to turn up and I could hear her walking over, but there was another voice, not Cake but a guy. She'd brough Gumball, for gods sake. Why did she have to bring the one person I wouldn't want to meet with. Gumball hates me and to be honest I'm not on the greatest terms with him. He was my best friend and I really liked him, like really liked him, but he didn't feel the same. I never told him, if I told him he wouldn't be my friend anymore. But hey, look how it turned out anyway.

"Yo!" I called out to her,

"Yo!" She said lifting up her arm,

"Hi..." Gumball muttered, "You didn't say he'd be here" He whispered to Fi,

"I can hear you, I can always hear you. I am a vampire."

"Oh, sorry." He said politely,

"Guys chill it, we're all friends here!" Fi argued,

"Well..." Me and Gumball said in unison,

"Seriously, lets just all get along and hang out." She chimed, "We're all going to be friends if we aren't already."

"Fine" I said, giving a fake smile to Gumball,

He looked taken aback, but smiled at me.

"So PG, what dream did you have this time?" Fi asked him,

"Uh...I don't want to say infront of Marshall.."

"Dude, I wont tell anybody. We're not friends, but I'm no gossip."

"Okay...Well it was more of a memory, not a dream...Like my mum and dad in the lab with me, and they-"

I bolted upright. "Gumball stop." I said in a dark tone,

"Why? What's wrong?" He asked,

"Is the lab white, with tiles everywhere? Are you on a metal table with a mask on?"

"Yes and yes, how did you know?"

"I was there...."

Gumball just looked confused and kept opening and closing his mouth like a fish. I got up, putting up my parasole.

"I'm leaving, now." I said stalking off toward home,

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I looked at Fionna confused, "What was that?" I asked,

"He said he was there? How would he have been there?" Fi questioned me,

"When we were little we were friends, we stopped being friends at.....Well after my mum and dad....After the memory I had..." I got suspicious,

"Oh, I think you need to investigate, go after him and find out."

"Ok...Okay..." I got up, running after Marshall,

I finally got to his door but he'd already gone inside.

"M...Marshall?" I knocked on the door,

"Go away." He said,

"Please....I need you to explain, please."

"Gumball, I don't want to remember, you made me remember."

"What happened, how did you see?"

"I came to see you, the door was a-jar and so I came upstairs to your room. You weren't in there, but I heard stuff coming from the other room on the left...When I opened the door, your parents were over you and you were screaming and struggling."

"Marshall...."

"I told them to stop, I promise I told them not to do it." I could hear him sobbing through the door,

"They didn't listen, they threw me out...I told my mum and she just said that I couldn't come see you anymore..."

"Marshall..."

"I moved schools and everything, she was scared for me. I wanted to come see you, you were my bestfriend...I loved you so much...I just wanted to see you..." He started crying,

I pushed open the door and found him sat on the floor, I wrapped my arms around him.

"It's okay. I know now, you tried to save me, thank you so much." I said, holding him,

He held onto my shirt and cried onto my shoulder,

"Gumball...I...I said I loved you" He whispered,

"Yeah, I know. I loved you too, you were my best friend." I replied,

"Thing is...I...I still love you..."

Hope you enjoyed part one, I am going to do another part of this story. It doesn't end here. I got my inspiration from Gumlee777 and I hope she liked this story as it's for her ;) XD