papunta na kami ngayon sa bayan...
kanina pa sya hindi mapakali...
"hey,, why are you so nervous?" tanong ko..
"a-...it's nothing.." sabay yuko nya..
"can I ask you something..." tanong nya
tumango lang ako...
"let's say that I was found by my family and friends.......can I still live in your house?"
"ANO?!!"
" im just saying... what if I have a painful past or what if I'm a bad person back there.......i mean... can I just stay? ....well, I can say that i have not been a burden to you lately......am I?"
"talaga lang huh...parang nung isang araw lang naihulog mo yung kaisa isang tabo ko sa balon.. kailangan ko pa tuloy bumaba ng balon para kunin yun! nakakatakot kaya dun ang dilim dilim mamaya makita ko pa si sadako dun!"
"i can't understand what your saying.."
"ah! basta! bahala na si batman.. we'll just see what kind of person you are and then we'll find out what to do.."
"............"
yumuko lang sya na parang nalungkot at nagpatuloy sa paglalakad..
ayoko rin naman syang umalis....
pero malay mo...
May asawa't mga anak na pala tong taong to....
bkt parang bumigat naman ung naramdaman ko nung naisip ko yun...
erase erase!!!
o di kya may girlfriend na sya....
o mas malala...
fiancée... TT________TT
(a/n: ehem! ehem!)
ano ba tong mga iniisip ko!
dapat siguro ihanda ko na din ang sarili ko sa mga malalaman ko sakanya....
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malayo layo din ang nilakad namin...
sabe ko sainyo malayo ako sa sibilisasyon...
pero ayos na din yun..
gusto ko kasing malayo sa mga tao dito....
kasi.........
basta......
TAEYANG's POV
i can hear that were already near to the town and i'm so nervous these people would recognize me...
hey I'm that popular you know...
after passing by the streets....everyone was looking at us...
"shit!" i whispered..
what if they found out that a very famous singer is here....
i can't imagine what they'll do to me..
i was sweating cold out here...
I hid my face.. i can't even look up...
i'll just have to hide my face..
yeah that's right...
i should do whatever it takes so they won't know it's me...
i just can't go back now....
not now....
now that i found a place for me to live my life as a normal guy....
these people just started whispering to each other after seeing us..
"yan na naman sila.. tsk!" she said
"what?"
"ala,,, they always gossip about me...i really didn't do anything to them....i don't know why they are like this.."
" i don't understand what your talking about."
she sighed softly..
"kasi ganito yun... uhmm.. they don't know what kind of person i am... they thought i just popped out in the middle of the forest and started living there...... some say i'm a engkanta"
"engkanta?"
"uhm... what was that again in english........hmmm... AH! FAIRY!"
"pffft!.."
"aba sira ulo to ah!"
"your more like a witch to me..." i said
"ano!? teka nga!....... sabi din nila mangkukulam daw ako...kung ano ano pinagsasabi ng mga tao dito! nakakaloka... pero seryoso nga,,,,do i look like a witch?"
she's really worried about that.?
"HAHAHAHHAHAHA!" i just can't control it...
*pout.."ewan ko sayo!" then she started walking again..
"hey im sorry it's just that....your saying you don't have a good reputation here?,,, why didn't explain to them who you really are?"
"i tried" the her face became serious
"what happend?"
" after a few days after i moved here... i went to the town to buy some food.... then i realized everyone was looking at me.... and then I heard that there was this story that was spreading that a boy had an unknown disease... no one could really cure it... so the boy died...... i just found out they were blaming me for the kid's death.. they said i was the one who killed him... because they said i was the only one that the boy was talking about when he came out of the forest.."
'what an accusation' i thought'
"ha-ha! ayos lang yun! i don't need them to live! i got everything i need in that land! ........but today's an exemption... because we really need them to find your identity..."
"i'm sorry..." i said..
"geez! don't be! it's really ok" ^_______^
she really amazes me...
her will in life and all..
she's strong and so independent.....
maybe i should be just like her...
not this..
because this....
,.....is called cowardness....
running away from my problems like that...
i'm so pathetic....
