Blood sweat and tears

An early morning for a weird moment

"We are addicted to our thoughts. We cannot change anything if we cannot change our thinking." Santosh Kalwar

"I don't think so, Kim Seokjin ... we're going to have a good time"

The fuck!!! How he knows my name! A fan? Not impossible ... the message is too weird in addition, "good fun" it looks like the sentence of a killer. Creepy, I look at the message for the tenth time in this minute.

Am I answering ... well we'll see what he answers. I decide to send hima message to find out how he got my phone number.

"It's a secret."

A secret? But of course the only people who have my number is the agency my family and my friends!

Maybe he's a hacker ... I'll ask him how he calls himself.

"It's also a secret but I know a lot about you"

Because he likes secrets him! But anyway a lot of people know stuff about me.

"You like to go to the patisserie next to the metro and you always buy thenew cakes"

...Is this guy stalking me! It's extremely creepy. Now I do not want to go out I hear another vibe coming from my phone.

"You should go to bed, tomorrow you have to train"

I should rather stop talking to you! I put my phone on my nightstand and decide to go to bed, trying to forget what just happened.

As I get up, rather than others to prepare breakfast, I look at my phone. Strangely curious if he sent me a message or if he gave up.

"Hi Jin, you slept well, I'm very good, I dreamed we were on a beach with a beautiful sunset, I hope someday this dream will become real"

He really dreamed of me? Do I find it scary or cute ... not scary. I decide not to answer and to prepare the breakfast.

I sing songs, one of the few moments before others get up. As I finish the breakfast, the first members get up, I put the dishes on the table.

-Hello Hobi!

-Jin-Hyung hello, you still prepared the breakfast, you should rest. We can manage this don't worry.

-It's my role as the group's mom.

He laughs, it's true everyone says I play the role of mother, and it does not bother me. I look at the time and tell myself it's time to wake up the others.

I go to Jimin's room first, to see our little mochi in a ball and ...wait, it's not Yongi? I missed something?

Yongi Jimin envelope with his arms, waiting since yesterday he sleeps here and he told me nothing. We'll have a little disscussion, well I'll leave them because they are cute, but they will have to talk to me!

This time I'm going to see our little alien, I hope I will not fall on jungkook in bed. I come back and breathe when I see only Tae in thebed, I sit on the edge and gently shake his shoulders.

-Tae wake up the breakfast is done.

As an answer a little grunt of frustration at having disturbed him. I sigh and open his curtains. And get out of the room, good now ... Ah yes Jungkook. I go back to his room, it's the most complicated, youcan do anything to him and he will not wake unless you pinch his nipples.

He moves a bit, very well.

-Jungkook move, you have to go eat.

-Jin eomma ...

I laugh a little, cute, he can be a very seductive and sexy boy. But he will still be our little bunny.

-Go up!

I open the curtains as for Tae and get out of his room.

I go to the room of our leader and toque, no answer, I go back and see a room in the shade and a little mess. I sigh and head for Namjoon's bed.

I sit on the edge of his bed and look at him, he has a badass position when he sleeps ... it's not possible. I take off some hair that fallson his handsome ... is that what I said beautiful? Mmmh yes, anyway all the members are beautiful.

But Namjoon's face has something else ... something that attracts me strangely.

I shake his shoulders slightly to not rush him.

-Namj-

I did not even finish my sentence that I find myself lying on Namjoon and his arms around my body. It is extremely awesome especially thathis face and milimeter of mine.

His breath is mixing with mine, and our body sticks, with my hands I can touch his muscular torso. I feel my cheeks can not blush. I try to get up but there is nothing to do.

-Namjoon wake up!

He opens his eyes and looks me straight in the eyes, he does not move,he looks at me with his eyes so ... charming, so black but with beautiful eyes. And because of his eyes I blush even more.

He looks at my lips, and I have the impression of seeing several emotions in his eyes, he remains a long time looking at my lips.

-Jin?

His husky voice, gives me chills throughout my body, it makes it even sexier and it makes me want ... No Kim Seokjin bad boy do not think about that! Especially in this situation.

-Jin-Hyung? What are you doing ... uh

Ah he finally noticed the situation we are in ... Why does not he move?

-Namjoon? Can you let me go?

He looks at me thinking, why is he thinking? Then release me, I get up quickly and try to find my calm.

-I prepared the breakfast.

He always looks at me with that innocent look but at the same time trying to understand what's going on.

-I meet you there!

I leave the room quickly and hurry to go to the kitchen to meet withHobi.

-Hey how are you?

-Yes Yes!!

He looks at me not too defeated, but I stop him before he asks me a question and go to the living room where the others are, already installed. I sit in my usual place, which unfortunately is in front of Namjoon.

I try to avoid his gaze even if it's hard enough.

Looking up, I notice him staring at me, watching my face.

-Namjoon? Do you want something?

He shakes his head and resumes eating ... weird. I too start eatingdespite the scenes of this morning, continues to walk in my head. Ido not stop thinking about it. His eyes, his eyes, his body against mine ... I close my eyes imagining his big hands was straddling my naked body. Murmuring to me with his deep voice like-

-Hyung are you okay?

I open my eyes and look around, I forgot where I was.

-Hyung?

I'm looking at my pants ... Damn I have a problem.

-Well, I'm coming back!

I get up quickly and run almost to my room.