Needed Love

The Problem Begins

"How long have I been sitting in here?" I mumble to myself.

I look around the bathroom it has marble flooring and a big round bathtub which I'm sitting in. There a large sink across from the tub with its counter holding all my makeup and hair products.

I look down in the water and see my long thin legs. my dark long black hair showers over my face a little. "Ugh I feel a little dizzy and tired." I moan.

Gently I rest my head on the wall on one side of the tub. I want to sleep so bad but if I do I might drown. I chuckle a little from thinking that. Heck no one would care if I just died nor would I.

I lift my head from the wall then move my legs to where I'm sitting criss-cross. I top my head forward only sticking my forehead underwater.

After a few seconds I lift my head a little wet black hair falling in front of my face. I swear I must look like the grudge.

I move my hair away from my face and feel my eyes starting to burn. Tears are welling up I think I should just grab a blade right now and cut that vein that can kill you.

I let the tears fall as I climb out of the tub. Placing my feet on my super soft rug in front of the tub. I grab my baby blue towel from the silver hook on the wall and dry off.

After I finish drying off I get my lime green silk pajamas on. Its a cute outfit shorty shorts with a tank top both silk and my favorite color.

I walk to the mirror and see my reflection. My dark purple eyes with my straight black hair that goes down to my waist. I'm really thin too with pale white skin. I never could get a tan but I don't really care. Now I brush my wet hair then blow dry it.

With that done I walk out the bathroom into my fabulous bedroom. My room has a king sized bed in the middle with plain white covers and pillows on it. The rest is what you would expect of a hotel suite. The wide screen TV against the wall and a large dresser on the other side of the bed.

So I plop down on the bed I lay there just thinking of life. It's been totally miserable I wish I was dead. Ugh then there was my family hating me and Jay. My thoughts were interrupted by my phone playing Nicotine by Panic at the Disco.

"Hello?" I answer the phone.

"Yes Hope, it's Mark. Have you seen the news another guy is claiming to be with you." Mark my assistant says.

"Really Mark you call me for that?" I ask in the dullest of voice.

"Yes! This is awful because he's claiming that he is engaged with you. Do you know how bad that will ruin you? I mean you are the youngest woman to run a company by yourself. Your like the youngest woman billionaire." He answers.

"Ugh ok I will get this situation taken care of. Will you get me his contact information in the morning?" I ask annoyed.

"Sure thing Miss Parks." he answers rushed sounding.

"Mark don't call me 'Miss Parks' you are my best friend. We've known each other since we were born. Just call me Hope ok?" I say firmly.

"Ok love you goodnight." He says sadden.

"Love you too Mark goodnight." I say before hanging up. We can say I love you because we are like family so yeah. We have no romantic feelings at all for each other period.

I lay my phone on the night stand and turn the lamp off. I get under the covers and think. I will deal with everything tomorrow. Tears start staining my face and I cry myself to sleep.

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