A new beginning
A new world to explore
sleepless nights
amazing new people to meet
more people to let hurt me
an empty room all to myself
a great life
new beginning (already said why say it again?)
a great life (saying something over and over again doesn't mean its gonna happen)
to be able to chase my dreams
a happy soul
a knife in hand
pills in the cabinet
a note on the floor
(now you're understanding what its really going to be like)
tears on my cold dead body
blood on the floor
lights flickering
power out
no one knows
why i did it
but
I
know
why
and
thats
all
that
matters
(now
breathe)
deep breathes
hospital bed
beeping noises
nurses cheering
family crying
why?
(let them fall, let the tears come out)
river flowing out of my eyes
hands over my mouth
pretending im grateful for life
no one understands
but
I
do
and
thats
all
that
matters
(now
dont try it again or else this time you might not make it)
trying to live is like having to breathe
you dont have to try
for some
they have to try
every single day
its a struggle
if your feeling down
ive got you
im always here
that voice inside of you only wants to get in your head (no dont give in)
they want you to listen (yes listen to me)
if when you read this its to relatable then i know i have written this correctly (just stop reading this already)
the voice in your head is the same as mine (correct you are)
the voice in my head wont leave either (also correct)
The voice in everyones head has a little bit of evil believe me i know
i know everything
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Look Past My Imperfections
PoetryThis will be a series of poems which means every single page will be something different. Some of These poems will be on my mind and some of them will be actual events in my life. I wont be telling you which ones have actually happened to me. Edit...
