when you try to tell me
"you're s i c k"
"you should t a l k about how you f e e l"
"just take the m e d i c i n e"
i reply
"if i take them, i'm not being myself. i'm being blinded by drugs day after day and forced to tell and show everyone my true feelings.. but when i do i get comments like
;
'you're looking for attention'
'i think you're asking me to get you help.. well it's too bad we don't have the money'
'be strong.. for me'
'maybe you need a higher dose of medicine'
.
and saying these things to a kid isn't going to raise the kid right. i'm super messed up, but if i tell people this in a serious way, they'll call me crazy. they try to get me help.. but they don't even try to think that maybe she can't be helped.
i think a lot of people just keep me around because they are either
;
too stupid to know by now that i'm not a case that can be helped without drugs or self-harm.
or
they only keep me around because i can solve their problems, instead of taking care of my own.
because you can't solve something that's not meant to be solved.
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𝐀 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎 No End - orig. poetry
شِعر" the day to day thoughts that plague my mind. and everyday is a day to no end due to these thoughts " 𝐀 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑 - an original poetry book. [ cover made by bambi ! ! @angelicbambi / follow ! ]
