Texting; Grayson dolan

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Ryan's pov

I woke up to breakfast in bed. I looked around me and remembered what exactly happened last night. Just know that it was good, really good.

I rubbed my eyes and skies looked at me and smiled "good morning sleeping beauty... I don't know if you are vegan or something but I made French toast with bacon"

I shook my head "I'm not vegan. I mean I take dick and that's a meat so". He laughed and handed me a glass of ice cold water.

I leaned up and ate. I was hungry as hell, I mean normally you'd eat politely infront of a guy right? Well not me. I devoured that shit

When I finished, I turned on my phone. I already know Grayson was going to be on my ass so I don't want to see Grayson's texts.

Then when it got to my lock screen LITERALLY MILLIONS OF TEXTS from different fucking people

I first replied to Ali and apologized for leaving early without telling them. Then answered others avoiding Grayson's.

Skies came into the room with some sweats and a hoodie for me "you're gunna want to shower so"

I got up and he just closed his eyes licking his lips "I could get used to that shit"

I just had a white lace thong on, my staple. I walked over to him and he just pulled me close to him "imma hit the studio if you wanna come with"

I shook my head "I have to get to class"

"You're a fucking minor?" He asked me freaking out and I shook my head once again"I'm 18, I'm a college student"

"This pussy is of age" I say and walked to the bathroom. "You gunna let me join you or what?" I hear him ask and I flat told him no.

I can't do this, I can't have a thing with him. I'm too attached to Grayson and it feels so wrong. I know I have every right to but I just feel weird. I'm so used to Grayson, like yeah the sex with the kid was great but just not the same. Grayson just knows what I like and just knows how to do it right

I took a shower and when I had came out, he was waiting for me "alright, finally. You took long enough, your dress is in your car, I have a studio session and meetings I can't miss. Catch you later?"

I fakely nodded and he walked me out the house and to my car "come by whenever you want. I'd love to see that ass again"

I smiled and got in my car. I drove off as fast as I can back home. I don't have class today by the way, I needed to get out of there.

When I got home, I parked in the garage and just stayed in the car. Car if off so nobody dying of carbon monoxide here. I opened all of Graysons messages

Wow, you off with another guy?

You are really out there being a slut?

Lil skies huh?

I should have never took you to see him

Were you planning on fucking the dude without telling me?

Did you give him your number that day?

Wow

Did you fuck him?

Or let me guess, you are in his bed right now?

And you fucking wanted to sell me out to my damn mom?

Don't you think that, that's fucked up?

Looks like you've been close with Ethan too

Are you fucking my brother too?

I mean I wouldn't be surprised

My friends told me about seeing you at the club last night

Sad, that I have to hear it from them

I really can't believe you Ryan

I am beyond fed the fuck up. What the fuck is this kid thinking. IM NOT WITH HIM, for fuck sake he fucking cheated on me. Holy fuck, what the fuck did I do besides love him and give him my all for him to fucking tear it apart

So I replied

Hold up Grayson bailey Dolan. Let's not forget who fucked this all up

Cause if I recall, you cheated on me

And yes I did  fuck him and it was great but you wanna know something?

I didn't get to enjoy it as much as I would have liked to because  I was too busy thinking of you

Because that's how much I fucking love you

That's how much I care about you

So call me a slut cause  you once called this slut your girlfriend

I never sold you out to your mother either, I wanted a future with you Grayson.

You're not going to stay on YouTube forever?

Don't you want to have kids and leave a legacy to them?

It was a plan for us, so we can grow hold happy and rich but that's obviously not what you wanted

But I fucking tried with you

I know I fucked up but at least I admit that shot
What do I have to admit? I didn't do shit to you

Whatever

You are so fucking delusional