Texting; Grayson dolan

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Ryan's pov

Two months later...

It's been awkward lately, trying to get over Grayson since he hasn't tried to apologize or sincerely talk about the entire thing. If he doesn't put care, why should I? I've seen his snapchats too, always with girls. I don't mind since we aren't together It just makes me sad, you know?

Cause someone you give all your heart to, who you loved so dearly to give up on you. It's not the best feeling. It's the worst feeling ever. I've tried to make me and him work even though he did wrong but he doesn't want to try so I just gave up. I have no other choice but to give up on him, since he gave up on me

I've been quite busy lately though, I've been going to college and paying such attention to that then I've been signing papers to own the business, letters that say that I'm going to be the CEO in 6 years.

It was scary but it's my future, a future that I wanted to share with someone.

My dad says he doesn't want to give me the oil company though, which I don't understand since I'll be owning the entire company. The oil company is affiliated with what is soon to be mine.

Anyways, I've been seeing skies lately, he's at my place right now. We are Enjoying the water outside. But yeah I'm seeing him Just like how Grayson is seeing all those West Hollywood groupies, but i don't judge. Skies has been treating me really nice though, always taking me out. Even when he is most busy, he still tries. His friend Landon even said that he might be in love with me. Which I can't do that love shit now, I still love Grayson and always will. He was my first love, there will always be something there for him.

I told skies about that too, he understands and he doesn't pressure me. Which I'm glad of, he wants me as comfortable as possible. I got to know skies pretty well though, throughout this time. He's a really sweet boy.

I just don't know about him so I don't want to lead him on. I don't want him thinking him and I are going to be something. I don't want that impression but we are just friends with benefits.

That's the perfect label

RYAN GROW THE FUCK UP. You can potentially have a rapper as a boyfriend. A fucking YouTuber named grayson Dolan cheated on you and the kid looks like crimson chin. Get the fuck over it, get used to new dick bitch. Stop being picky.

I began to start to taking deep breaths and as soon as I took the first breath, Grayson calls me. DHHSHEJSNS FUCKER IM TRYING TO GET OVER YOU AND YOU WONT LET ME

FUCKBOYS I SWEAR

But I answered it still "hello" I say and wait for his response which I didn't get one fast, he began crying instead "Ryan I'm so sorry, I really fucked up and I'm starting to really miss you"

I ended the call. What the fuck am I suppose to say that? Cause I'd look like the stupid ass for taking him back so I can't do that. If he really wants to be in a committed relationship with me, he shall then prove it. Till he does, I'm single and free to do whatever I may please

I heard a knock on the front door and walked towards it. I began to say while opening it "jess is in her room al— Grayson what are you doing here". He tried coming in but i told him we can talk here

He looked bad, I feel terrible but he did this to himself, then he got to talking "I fucked up ryan, I really did. I'm in love with you and that was a stupid mistake and I really want you back. More than ever, please"

I was going to speak but sky came from behind me and pulled me toward him "me and Landon are hitting the studio in 30. You wanna come?"

I smiled and nodded he looked at Grayson and smirked "alright, imma prepare some blunts before we go".he pecked my lips and went back inside.

Grayson looked at me in disgust and basically threw it at me "really? That son of a bitch that I took you to see? I thought it was just a hook up. You'd do anything for clout, I wouldn't be surprised if you got knocked up"

"For fuck sake Grayson, you cheated. I'm free to do whatever the fuck I want, I have no guilt for this anymore alright, cause all I did was love you and you fucked that love up. Now get the fuck off my property" I say as he turned around "im in a family with billionaires, clout isn't something I worry about. But trust me, skies pull out game is really strong so I'm more than positive that I won't get knocked up. Go fuck the Hollywood groupies for all I care"

He flipped me off and I slammed the door shut and walked towards where skies is. He came over to me and hugged me "my pretty gal". He spun me around and held me close to him "I was lying about the studio tho, I came inside and saw you guys at the front so I needed to make him jealous"

I shrugged "I don't really care, I'm just fed up and stressed the fuck out". He pecked my lips "then let me take the stress away". He began to undo my bikini and I stopped him "I'm tired of your soft passionate type of sex"

He looked at me and rose an eyebrow "i thought you liked it so I continued to do you like that"

I untied his trunks and told him "go rough on me, I can take it". I ran my hands up and down his arms and it ended up going pretty rough that night