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chapter 7: sharing is caring

<tour day>

i told ember to stop by before i go on tour. i get all my bags up and pack them in the bus. out of the corner of my eye i see ember coming up. " hey ember" i turn to her. " hi harry" she smiles. we then kiss and niall comes out. "get a room, harry i dint know you had a girl friend?" he ponders noticeing its me. i stop the kissing earning me a sour face from ember. "hold on ember" i say. i walk with niall to get lou's bags. "i dont really know what we are yet, i mean we just kissed yesterday!" i say worried. " well i would say your friends with benifits" he smirks. i nod. i guess thats what we are.

i return back to ember and she is talking to liam. "hello, ya know you got a intresing gal, here harry" he says. i nod and smile. "we are going to get going in 5 minutes." zayn annouces. "well i guess this is it ember, i will see you next time, in a month" i say. she hugs me and i get on the bus and we drive away from the house.

<2 weeks later>

we are in ohio right now and i have not heard from ember in all those weeks. so on our day breaks i decide to call the number she gave me. "hello" i say. "how may i help you" a women says. "can i speak with ember" i ask. " yes, hold on" she says. "hello" she answers. "ember!"i say. "harry, why are you calling?" she asks. "well i wanted to hear your voice" i say. " i see" shes says. after a moment of silence, she gulps " harry you cant be calling me" she sounds worried. "why not?" i ask. but she hangs up the phone.

<that night>

After the show we go to the bar and get drinks, but i get drunk and we end up in a tattoo place. "what will it be mr.styles?" the man asks. i smile, "can you do birds on my chest" i ask. he nods and i lie down watching the guys cringe. zayn dose not though becuase he already knows how it feels. i put my hands into the chair im in and claw at it feeling the pain. quinn must have felt this every day. she must have gotten up everyday only to feel this pain. i then see lou come over worried, "your crying" he says. "i am" i say. he nods, i close my eyes and drift into a sleep.

<1 hour later>

i wake up sober with a bandage across my chest. i look around to see niall sitting in the chair, sleeping. the rest of the boys are not here though. i get up and go to niall. "niall wald up" i tap him. "harry" he rubs his eyes. i put my tshirt on. "what time is it" he asks. i pull out my phone and see 2000 notifactions from diffrent social media websites. " its 3 Am" i say looking up. "harry, we where suppose to be back by 2 Am!!!!" niall yells. "fuck." i whisper. i throw 1000 bucks on the tattoo guys desk and we run outside to see 400 fsn girls screaming. i grab my phone and call liam, "liam we need you to get over to the tattoo shop now. we are surrounded" i demand. "meet us at the bar, the one down the street." he asks. "o'brains pub?" i ask. "mhm bye" he hangs up. "follow me niall never lose me, these are fan girls they will do anything" i nod. niall looking frightened. we then dart off, all the fan girls following. we finnally get to the bar and we see the guys in the tour bus, me and niall hop on the bus, i go to the bunk beds and i get in mine.

<the next morning>

i somberly get up at noon to see we are in new york. we all get off the tour bus and go into ihop. i see a girl that looks like quinn. she is quinn, i smile at her and she dose back. i go up to her "hello quinn" i say to her. "im not quinn" she says looking confused. "yes, quinn and you came to see me." i say. liam comes behind me, "excuse him ladies he is alittle bit tired today" he says turning me around to go back to the table. "but im not tired! thats quinn" i try to turn around as liams arm grabs me to turn back around, but i break free and go outside. she looked like quinn. smiled like quinn. how could she not be quinn. a man standing next to me luaghs, " want one sonny" he asks, i take the lit ciggrette and take it in, and then cuagh. "oh you have never had one?" he luaghs agin. i nod. i look at my phone theres a call from ember, i call it back. "hello" i answer. "harry!" she cheers. i smile. "im in new york city tonight? i figured after the show we could hang out or something?" she asks. "yes, where?" i ask. "well maybe we could get a hotel? i have a friend that you might want to meet." she says. "yes sounds great, whats your friends name?" i ask. "her name is dianna" she says.

helloooooo!!!!! i cant wait for this to really pick up!! i love you allllll!!! thank you so much !!! gemma x