9~Confessions

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Jinyoung and I continue holding each other and exchanging soft kisses for a little while. "I cannot tell you how much I love you" Jinyoung says softly as he leans our foreheads together.

"I.... I love you too Jinyoung" I say and my heart clenches. I pull back and caress his cheek sweetly. "I wish I felt like I was doing a better job at being your boyfriend. I know I am a bad boyfriend and that you don't deserve me" I say softly.

"Don't be ridiculous. You are the best boyfriend I could ever ask for. You don't even pressure me into sex. You waited until I was ready for a kiss. You treat me better than I could ever imagine" Jinyoung says shaking his head. He kisses my cheek and wraps his arms around my neck.

"No no no. I don't deserve you. You are too good for me" I say biting my lip. Little did I realize Jackson was waiting outside the door and is hearing everything.

"Jaebum. If I didn't think you were a good boyfriend, do you really think I would still be with you?" Jinyoung asks.

"No you wouldn't. You had enough of jerk boyfriends. I am so sorry. I need to tell you something" I begin. Jinyoung's face turns to a face of worry rather than love. "It's about something that happened earlier today" I say looking down at my lap.

"He wants to say that we were messing with some forbidden magic earlier and it wasn't harming but it was harmful" Jackson says walking.

"What? Why were you messing with forbidden magic?" Jinyoung asks as the worry on his face grows.

"It's my fault. The spells had no description other than not dangerous. So when we tried it something bad happened" Jackson says looking down at his feet in shame and embarrassment.

"If it isn't dangerous than how did something bad happen?" Jinyoung asks in confusion.

"Well I have no idea what the first spell did but we did cast the counter for it just on the off chance it was something bad. The second spell was kind of like a jinx I guess" Jackson explains.

"Jaebum. You tell me what happened. What is going on and why do I feel like I should be worried" Jinyoung says pouting and crossing his arms.

"Well both spells required two people. The two people were only Jackson and I since we were the only two people in that part of the library. The first one was called cape en ama and the second was vi osculum. Anyway I have a feeling I know what the first one did and the second was very obvious to both of us what it did" I say biting my lip.

"Well. What did it do?" Jinyoung asks getting fed up with my avoidance.

"The first one made me look at Jackson in a whole new light" I mumble while biting my lip.

"What was that?" Jackson asks tilting his head to the side in confusion.

"It did? What kind of light?" Jinyoung asks softly.

"Yeah. It made me feel like I was in love with Jackson" I say softly.

"Oh. Well then. Never casting that one again" Jackson says shuddering.

"Wow. I wonder who came up with that spell" Jinyoung says trying to hide how much hurt he felt.

"Don't worry. The counter spell was cast so it's not like that anymore" I hastily tell Jinyoung. Out of the corner of my eye I see a flash of hurt come across Jackson's face for just a brief moment.

"I'm glad you don't feel that way now then. Next time don't just try random forbidden spells. Even if they say 'not dangerous' because they can still hurt someone" Jinyoung lectures.

"I know. We won't do it again" Jackson says looking at his feet. "Anyway. I'm tired so I am gonna shower and then go to bed" he says walking to his trunk and grabbing his clothes. "Don't tell him about the sex" he whispers low enough so only I would hear it as he passes by my bed since his was on the far side.

I watch Jackson leave the room. "I would say you could stay with me tonight but Jackson said no to that. He doesn't want to wake up to hearing us have sex" I tell Jinyoung chuckling.

"Didn't you tell him we're waiting?" Jinyoung asks.

"I did but he didn't care. He doesn't want to take any risks" I explain. Jinyoung nods in understanding.

"Okay. I will let you get ready for bed. Goodnight. I will see you in the morning" Jinyoung says kissing me softly on the lips.

"Goodnight. I love you Jinyoung" I say as he gets up.

"I love you too Jaebum" he replies before walking out of the room. I sigh and lie down on my bed. I cover my face with my hands. What are you doing Jaebum? Why are you doing this? I think to myself.








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