me, my dad and his new family

Lalina turn up the music! my friend Leana sceamed to me and i did what she said, we were dancing to taylor swift's song called (22), we were swinging our hips to the beat when suddely i felt my iphone vibrate, i took it out of my pocket and saw that someone was calling me, i turned down the music and picked up the phone and it was a guy he said "is this miss Lalina Johnston?" "yes this is she" i said while feeling like something bad had happened, "miss Johnston your mom has been in a car accident" a tear fell down my face, "where is she now?" "she's in the hospital in a coma now" i hung up the phone and grabbed Leana's car keys, she asked what was wrong and i told her everything, she jumped into the car with me and i drove to the hospital.

as soon as i got there i ran up to nurse and asked where my mom was, she took me to her room and i saw my mom there lying on the bed, i stood next to her and shook her to wake her up but she wasnt waking, i began to cry then the doctor came in, "miss Johnston she's dead" i cried even more and fell down to my knees and broke down to tears.

Leana drove me home while i felt so sad for my mom i dont know if i could live my life without her i need her in my life i cant possibly live without her she's my everything, "Lalina dont be so sad she's in a better place now" Leana tried to make me stop crying but i couldnt i just couldnt then after about five minutes i was home, "Leana can you please stay with me tonight i dont want to be alone" "of couse Lalina i'm here for you" she was always the best friend anyone can ever have " thanks Leana", we both got out of the car and went inside, i wore my pijamas and so did Leana then i went to the bathroom to brush my teeth but i just sat on the bathroom flore with my knees held up to my chest crying my heart out and thats when Leana came and sat next to me and hugged me and she didnt let me go she just stayed hugging me until i finally stopped crying then she held my hand and took me to bed, she even layed down next to me and cuddled with me all night long she was definetly what i needed tonight.

i woke up and i felt my eyes burning from all of the crying that i cried last night, i didnt know what to do i never did anyhting without my mom in my life so i didnt know how to act, i grabbed my photo album from my room and i sat down on the couch looking at pictures of me and my mom and i felt like i was going to cry again then i felt someone holding my hand, i looked up and saw Leana holding my hand, she came and sat down next to me, we were both looking at the album then a tear fell down my face i wiped it qiuckly and when Leana saw me crying she squeezed my hand and kissed my cheek and whispered in my ear and said "it's ok Lalina we're all going to die someday" "i know it's just that i always prayed that i would die before my mom did you know".