me, my dad and his new family

I would never kiss a boy eww

Lalina's P.O.V

I haven't talked to Vince since he kissed me and I don't want to I'll never talk to him again but I don't know why but I have feelings for him I know I'm not suppose to but I can't help it oh I hope God forgives me for feeling this way and may God forgive Vince for what he did I'm sure he already feels bad I tell from his eyes when I look at him.

Vince's P.O.V

I don't know how to react around Lulu she hasn't talked to me since I kissed her which was a month Ago, I should apologize maybe then she'll forgive me and talk to me again, I feel bad for what I did I pray everyday to God to forgive me I feel ashamed and guilty but I wonder why she didn't tell her father or Anyone about what happened, wait could she have feelings for me? Is that why she hadn't told anyone? To protect me? I have to talk about us with her I need to know how she feels.

Lalina's P.O.V

I was in the kitchen making a sandwich then Vince came in he smiled at me and said "hey Lulu can we talk?" "There's nothing to talk about" "yes there is I have to know how you feel about me" "you wanna know how I feel then fine this is how I feel, I feel hatred for you I despise you I wish I never even met you I'm a Muslim Vince I don't wanna be kissed I don't act like that with guys and you go around and think that I'll kiss you back Like I'm some sort of slut! I can't believe you!" "Oh yeah well if you hate me then why didn't you tell anyone? You could of told your father and Sandy about me but you didn't so why?" "Ugh! To protect you from my father! because he'd kill you if he found out ok! There I said it now just leave me alone" "one more question, why did you want to protect me if you hate me?" "I don't know why I'm just really confused right now" "I'll tell you why it's because you liked it and you like me" "don't be stupid I didn't like it and I don't like you just leave me alone" "fine I get it don't worry it'll be like I never existed" I saw anger and hurt in his eyes then he stormed out and went out I don't know where but I had a bad feeling like he was going to do something stupid because he's angry and hurt I hope he doesn't.

Leana's P.O.V

I was walking my dog on my way to the park then on my way I saw a guy standing on an abandoned house I saw that he was crying, I looked closely and saw that it was Vince I saw him getting ready to jump then I yelled "Vince what the hell are you doing?! Get down before you get hurt!" He didn't listen to me so I ran up stairs but my dog ran faster and when I got up I saw Vince on the floor with my dog on top of him he didn't jump my dog stopped him "are you crazy! What is your problem!" He got up and looked at me with tears in his eyes and said "I'm a bad person I don't deserve to live" "is this because of kissing Lalina?" "How'd you know?" "She told me what you did she tells me everything, and by the way your not a bad person you just behave like a bad person there's a difference, don't feel so bad God forgives everyone just don't do it again" "you never did anything bad you don't understand the guilt that I feel" "you think I'm so perfect? Let me tell you a story about what happened to me when I was thirteen, I was with a friend of mine walking home from school and I loved him like really loved him and I wanted to show that to him so I kissed him and he pushed me away and never talked to me again I felt so bad I felt like I'll never be forgiven but then I met Lalina and she changed my life, trust me I know how you feel you just have to wait for the right person to help you" he looked at me shocked then wiped his tears and smiled and said "Leana can I take a walk with you I just really need a friend right now" "sure but if you tell anyone what I told you then you're dead" he chuckled then we walked together until we got to his house but before he left home he said "Leana please don't tell anyone that I was about to kill myself" "don't worry it'll be our little secret" he smiled at me one more time then he left, I couldn't believe what I told him but the thing is is that it was a lie I just told him that so he could feel good about himself I would never kiss a boy eww.