We got to Colorado and i was happy but the Brian and Tyler started going back to their old ways. I was mad. when they came home i just ignored them. when i was about to head out the door Brian grabbed my arm. "No. your not leaving until we get answers." i just stood there. "Why aren't you talking? why aren't you being you." i was mad. "Why i'm not me? that's funny Brian. you and Tyler have been avoiding me ever since we've been here! The two of you are going back to your old ways!" Tyler looked at me. "Just because your mad at us doesn't mean you should go and do this." i looked at him. "I don't think you understand the extant of this Tyler. you two have gone back to your old ways. i have to. I'm hiding and i can't do it anymore. you know what." i grabbed my guitar and smashed it. i cried and just ran. "BRINLEY!" i hopped in the jeep and drove. then it hit me. literally. my car was going in smoke. i jumped out just in time before it blew. that night started flooding through my head and by standers helped me get away from it all. i wanted my brother and my boyfriend. well ex-boyfriend and ex-brother. everything in my life had and was going up in smoke.
