Not Good Enough [DISCONTINUED]

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Before I even start, you should be aware that all of these chapters will include suicidal thoughts. This is just a trigger warning, for all the chapters. Thanks for choosing to read this.

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The next one was Jimin.

He just joined about 2 weeks ago.

Yet there's just something about him that made me feel...

Empty.

I can already see it.

The fans screaming out at him.

Chanting.

'Park Jimin!!'

He can really be both cute and sexy.

If I were to be like that, the fans would go wild.

But I'm not...

nothing like him...

"Hyung!!"

Park Jimin was knocking on the studio door telling me that it was time to eat.

I would make up an excuse, but I don't want to worry the members again.

The second I walk out of this room,

I'm hiding behind my expectations.

Shoving the smile on my face.

I walk out, regretting it right away.

Each and every member looking right into my eyes.

They're judging me.

I can feel it.

They want you to leave.

They've never seen anyone so weak!

Your music is fucking horrible!

Why are you still alive?!

Just DIE already!!

They don't need you!!

"Yoongi Hyung!"

Hoseok's voice filling my ears yet the taunting voices are constantly going.

But it's getting louder as if it dislikes being interrupted.

"Yoongi! What's wrong?!"

Namjoon.

Footsteps.

Lots of footsteps.

What's happening?

Useless...