People say they understand or they went through it too it will pass you just make people like me feel more alone because we feel like you don't care enough to shut your mouth and listen we say we are doing better when we're not. We feel like we have to put everyone else before us because we are more worried about other people who don't care about us or how we feel we are going to have to start acting happy or making people happy will make us happy. For everyone who believes our stupid lies "I'm fine or I'm doing better" actually means help me before I end everything I need you to help me im so alone and scared I don't deserve your help but I fucking need it! I need support. We believe we can never be helped but what we NEED is light in our darkness... A mute button for that voice who is telling us "we are nothing. We are mistakes. We are ugly, alone, a slave to our own mind, absolutely not worth a person's time, a waste of a life, and a ugly sad excuse for a human being" We need someone something! To save us but it's very clear to us that we will never be saved... We will die the ugly worthless person we are because that thing called faith is a filthy lie to us. But no one ever understands this because people never listen they talk and talk about how they went through this while the person listening is Just holding a razor in their hand slowly cutting themselves to feel a pain that we believe and know we deserve
