I'm done, I don't want to hang around anyone all they do is expect me to take care of them or to put everything aside for them the only person I open up to is nelly and I love her so much for that. But I'm so mad at myself knowing she wasn't ok and I didn't help her. I feel horrible but it wasn't on purpose im so sorry Janelle I tried to ask if you were ok but my phone wouldn't type it died and then when it got done charging it wouldn't let me type... I hope you are ok I love you. But I can't do anything without getting told i could do better. If I smile in the back of my head is everything that hurt me. From the therapy at school to cps. I've had enough I love you all but don't expect me to be happy. No this isn't a suicide note just an explanation so you guys won't ask me what's wrong tomorrow or ever. I love all of you but bye
