Baekhyun my teacher

Decisions

A/N : OMG guys thank you so much for 360 reads! I was out of country and I had really bad WiFi so I couldn't upload so I'm really sorry about that. Anyways thank you so much for reading because it encourages me to keep writing. Love you all so much! I also made minor tweaks in previous chapters because there were so many mistakes. If you ever see any mistakes within my writing, please let me know and I'll fix it immediately. Anyways thank you for reading and I hope you enjoy.❤️

I kick the door open with all my might and bellow, "What the hell do you think you're doing?"

Sunhee immediately backs away. "I- I was just..."

"Cut the excuses. I'm calling the cops. "

"N-no! Please! You don't understand!"

"I suggest you leave the room before you get dragged out."

She hurries out leaving Baekhyun and I alone. I take the seat next to his bed and place his coffee on the nightstand. I release the balloons and each of them float to a different spot in the room. I look down at Baekhyun, who's eyes were now flitting.

"Hey Baekhyun," I whisper.

His eyes open and look straight at me. They were a bit glassy but I'm just glad they're open. He looks very tired. Large circles fill his under eyes and his skin is a sickly, really pale color. A thick, blue blanket covers his body. His hair is disheveled but he still manages to pull it off.

"Hi. You're here!" His voice is barely audible.

"Of course! Here these are for you," I say, handing him the roses and then I point to the scattered balloons on the ceiling. "I also brought you your favorite iced mocha but judging from the condition of your voice, I don't think you'll be able to take it right now." He gives me a weak chuckle. My heart literally is falling apart right now, looking at his condition. 

One question roams my mind. 

Should I tell him about Sunhee? 

No... let him get better. 

I take my fingers and brush them through his hair, brushing into place. His hair was the type you'd see in Pantene shampoo commercials. Smooth and silky. And now I'm being a creep so I'll stop. "Oh Baekhyun."

"What happened..." he starts coughing mid-sentence before continuing. "To Baekhyunie?"

That moment, I think my tear ducts filled up.

"My bad. I mean oh Baekhyunie." I pause as I chuckle a little bit. How far have we come? From being enemies, to lovers, and now friends? "My Baekhyunie."

"Thank you for being here. Whenever you're around, you make me happier. Whenever you're with me, I feel as if nothing can go wrong. You're the sunshine that lights up my day and the reason I have good dreams at night. You mean so much to me but I can't ever show you. Y/N, you're amazing."

"I..." I want to tell him, 'I feel the same way!' I want to say, 'Baekhyunie, screw the world, I want to be with you.' But I can't. He's right. Even after I graduate, I'm going out of state for college. Also I'm not a cheater. No matter how strong my feelings were, I'd never cheat on Suho. I love Suho but not as much as he loves me. Suho deserves someone better than me because I will never be able to fully reciprocate his feelings. Baekhyun would always have the majority of my heart. I hope he realizes and dumps. Otherwise I'd have to. He needs someone much better.

"Ahem." I turn around to see who's at the door and there stood none other than Suho.

"Suho? What are you doing here?"