Tensions-(/FrUkUs\)

alone

Alfred's POV

I was prepared to face them both. The two individuals that caused me so much confusion when it came to finding out what love meant to me. There was Francis and Arthur, both so different and yet so alike. I first went out with Francis, he loved to spoil me and later on we ended up sharing passionate moments. He made me feel so loved and special. Then I met Arthur, he and I shared fun moments together, we cherished our time together, it felt nice. But I couldn't bring myself to break up with one or the other. So I kept both relationships, I felt guilty but there was no other way. I loved both of them so much. I never considered myself much of a cheater. Whenever one them asked about where I was, I would lie about my where abouts. I feared the day where both of them would turn against me and abandon me.

They are the loves of my life. So I've decided to tell them before they would find out themselves. I am not prepared for the heartbreak afterwards but it is killing me to be this way.

Arthur's POV

Alfred told me meet him here at his apartment,I can't believe that he's even running late for something he planned. Other than me, there's my ex French boyfriend sitting across for me. I am definitely steering away from any conversation with that frog. "Its been a while, hasn't it?", the frog asks. In an instant, my heart speeds up and I feel my face go warm. Emerald eyes meeting baby blue ones. I cant seem to speak, my mind is flooding with past memories between the two of us. "Wait up, you two know each other?", I hear an angels voice say. Its my sweet Alfred.

Francis POV

This has to be some sort of mistake. Why would Alfred ask me to sit across from an ex. He texted me asking me to sit in front of a man with large eyebrows that wouldn't be too hard to miss. What a coincidence that it just happens to be my ex. "Yes, we know each other. He's the ex I told you about", Arthur said as he looked up to my man. I feel my throat begin to close, my breaths getting uneven by the second. "Alfred, why is he here?", I asked with fear clearly laced in my words. It can't be what I'm thinking. He and I met in Paris, the city of love, we are meant to be! As if on cue, he began to cry, and so did I. He didnt have to explain himself, I could already piece everything together. Arthur began to curse as his tears began to fall.

Alfreds POV

I cant do this, I cant say anything, I feel trapped. Its suffocating me. Watching the two cry because of something I did. "How long?" Arthur barely audibly asks. I have to do this. I cant keep on lying to them. "About 2 years," I manage to get out. "Well you can forget about me, you have that frog to play with", and with those words I watched him walk out of my life. "Alfred...why did you do this?" I could tell that Francis was taking in the news slowly.

"I fell in love with two men at the same time. I didnt have the heart to choose between you and him. I am very sorry. I understand if-" "Sorry? Sorry is not going to fix anything! I trusted you, Alfred". Francis quickly hugged me and began to cry on me. I hugged him back. I knew that Francis had a long history of partners cheating on him. I just became one of them. "I dont want to be with you anymore. In the end you're just like the others", he said as he let go. Franics left as he closed the door to my apartment.

I wanted to run to catch up to Arthur but at the same time I want to keep Francis with me. I was overwhelmed. I lost them. They left me. My world collapsed as I hugged my knees and allowed the tears to fall uncontrollably. I will never forgive myself. I will never fall in love again....