Chapter 1....
Things were normal at some point in my life. In that time I was normal had friends, was social, was cramped on my phone in my room all day. During at time I was actually happy. There's never really been that perfect day. But when I met Carlos things changed. And it was good kinda change. He lit up my day made me smile. He just knew that he could make me blush. He took everything as a joke. He was my Mcm and Mce and still is. And I did have that perfect day. With him at the movies. That day as much as I tired I can't forget it. It's like if I was stuck in time reliving at moment when we first kissed. I was so scared I pulled away and started smiling. He's was the first boy to make me smile. Idk who he did it but he did. And I didn't want to loose him. I ended up loosing him for good. Still I regret what ever I did to do that. Fuck my life, ppl just don't understand how much I like him. Actually I don't like anymore. What he did was very fucked up so I'm straight and this isn't a love story about me and Carlos. It's more like about how we both messed up. When I had told him let's date other ppl till u come back and we'll work things out. My biggest mistake. I dated 1 boy Quentin and I didn't really know how he would feel. And I didn't care tbh. But once I saw him flirting with Sammy. Something came inside of me burning like I was jealous so much I wanted to kill her. But she turned out to be real chill. Fuck my life again cuz I really wanted to hate her ass. Anyways he likes Sammy and there's nothing I can do about it. So I guess if ur reading this tell him if u want it not it doesn't matter cuz I'll always love Carlos just he'll never love me.
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Not a love story
RomanceIt's not a live story. It's a story about Carlos and Elaine and the struggle. Elaine goes through major stage if how she regrets leaving Carlos and his mistakes and her mistakes. But she tries to find a way to tell him how she really feels about him...
