Chapter 3...
It's still kinda hard for me to find someone that's not Carlos. Like I went iceskating and I saw this kid he's super cute cuz he looks exactly like Carlos. Like ppl say your first love is your realest love I can have. But I don't count Carlos as my first love I count him as like my forever. But to him I'm just his what ever. He doesn't know that I feel about him. Last time I told him how I feel was when I said I hate u gtfo my life. But this isn't a love story just a story. In always wondering if he still likes me and if he would ever even date am again. It's like a Modern love story of Romeo and Juliet and as the story ends every love story comes to the end. But me and Carlos we keep going at it. There's never en end to our story we always find a way to talk to each other even the smallest conversations. We find a way to seem like we hate each other so we could talk to each other. But i see normal relationships on Instagram and I start to think that's my goal there but I don't know with who. I actually do it's Carlos the one I what to be holding hands laugh kissing but I don't wanna admit it to my self. It's not worth admitting of he doesn't like me. There's just not a point. And there's like this thigh about him where when we kissed the first time it was weird feeling his lips touch mine was like something this feeling went through out my body and made me feel like I was special like I had the butterflies. This is the part where most teens won't relate to my story. It's like if Carlos was meant for me and I wasn't meant for him. Like it's this thing that bothers me. This is why most ppl wouldn't relate to my story. There's always that one person u love so much it kills u to see then with someone else.
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Not a love story
RomanceIt's not a live story. It's a story about Carlos and Elaine and the struggle. Elaine goes through major stage if how she regrets leaving Carlos and his mistakes and her mistakes. But she tries to find a way to tell him how she really feels about him...
