one last time | lucas

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dear lucas,

how are you? i haven't seen you for weeks, and i miss your presence already. anyway, you might be reading this when i am already gone, and i know you have tons of questions to ask me. i have stage four brain cancer, and uhm, i didn't want it to be removed. even though my parents have plenty of money. yes, i lied to you, and i'm really sorry for it. you know, after meeting you, i never felt so happy. you make me smile, you make me laugh, and most of all you made my heart beat fast. i like you lucas, but i think you don't like me back. maybe as a friend you do, so when you look outside and see those cherry blossoms, it means that i'm there, watching you. i know its short, but i used every strength to write this letter, and i'm handing this to my little sister, kanako, to give it to you. i love you. goodbye.

love,

yamamoto sakura