Ever since I've had memory I've wanted to fall madly in love. I saw my friends getting in and out of love, feeling so happy... but I didn't have any guy in my life.
Then, about 3 years ago, I fell in a bad place in my life. I had bad depression and I was only 19. My friends stopped understanding me, my Dad died because of alcoholism, and I almost committed suicide. I had lost all my faith in life.
Then one day it all stopped feeling so dark... it all changed. I remember this as if it was yesterday, and it happened out of the blue: I was out walking on the street and I saw this boy, pretty handsome, and I remember seeing him smile at me and staring at me and I couldn't stop blushing. I remember thinking, why hadn't I seen him before (I live in a very small town where everybody knows everybody).
