Give me a hit.
Give me a shot.
It's what I need.
It's what I crave.
I don't want to feel anything.
I want to lose reality.
I want to lose myself.
I want to lose pain.
Enough is enough
And I don't wish to continue.
I want to forget everything
Especially this moment.
My lungs plea for oxygen.
My ego pleas for more.
My lips are stained with shame.
My ego is stained with greed.
My words speak the truth
But they disguise lies.
You hear what you want to,
I say what I need to.
My sight is deceiving
But it's all I have.
This can't be happening.
This isn't reality.
You aren't real.
Nothing is real.
This is all a lie.
This is all a dream.
You're nothing more than
A figment of my imagination.
You're nothing more than
A fake reality.
It's all over now.
I'm back.
I want to leave again.
I want to forget it all.