Dispirited. ✂❤ (Frerard)

DISPIRITED

by:Grey-Gray (GreyGrayWrites)

Fit For Rivals song "Damage" on the side! NOT MY SONG, ALL CREDIT TO FIT FOR RIVALS.

By the way, this story will most likely be written in Frank's pov, in order to understand the whole thing, because I haven't said much about Frank in this synopis type thing, mostly just Gerard. I've done a hella lot of research to create this book, and this wont be a one shot or a short story, it's gonna be long so it's more enjoyable.

Anyway, hope you enjoy! :)

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Gerard Way:

⚫ has Bipolar disorder

⚫has Neurosis

⚫ has an obsession, pyromania

⚫happens to have an even bigger obsession with a now eighteen year old boy named Frank Iero

Frank Iero:

⚫ has Pediatric Schizophrenia

⚫ has Manic Depressive Disorder

⚫ Believes "Gerard" is/was just another hallucination formed by his Schizophrenia

Gerard was three years old when his parents died, he was three years old when he was put in an orphanage, and he was three years old when he was adopted.

When doctor's diagnosed his Bipolar Disorder at the shocking age of five, they were wonderous what could've been the cause of this so early on in his life,Without any information to exactly pinpoint what every Bipolar patient had similar, they concluded it was the death of his parents that caused this to occur.

His foster parents were loving and tried their best to comfort young Gerard, but he was severely depressed and suicidal so very early in his youth.

They hadn't a clue what to do, they treated him for his Bipolar with medications, many frequent hospitilizations,mood stabalizers,lithium.

His foster parents also quickly picked up on his Neurosis. What lead them to noticing this were abnormal things he would do, his foster mother caught him an abundance of times trying to use her candals to set things like a table cloth, or a blanket on fire.

Her foster son was a pyromaniac at five! She thought this was unusual. He had hysteria, symptoms of it like shallow unpredictable thinking,and stress affecting his mind and causing him physical symptoms such as throwing up.

Other symptoms such as lethargy, irritibility,cognitive problems such as disturbing thoughts he'd tell his mum about, repitition of thoughts and obsession with things like the previously mentioned pyromania, and he was vigilant, always keeping a careful eye out for danger.

When he was six, he met a neighborhood boy Frankie,they were quickly attached to eachother by the hip, especially Gerard who developed an obsession with the four year old.

He thought his lag in language was adorable, and Frankie said it had to do with his "Schizophrenia" but Gerard had no idea what that was. Frank kindly explained it to him a bit with a few stutters and mess ups in his words, but Gerard still liked him.

It's not a suprise why after losing his parents, he'd quickly grow attached to anyone who grew close and dear to him. Sometimes Frank would shreik or cover his ears and eyes, saying he heard or saw something Gerard didn't see.

But Gerard still liked him.

Gerard wasn't aware he had a crush on him though, he was too young to know that. He didn't even know that boys could like other boys yet. Though one time he recalls he gave Frank a note that said "I like your hugs". Gerard understands why now.

With both boys being hopitilized often, and receiving treatment for their individual disorders, they didn't see eachother much, and that quickly turned into them never seeing eachother.

They went to seperate schools, and when frank was in 8th Grade, Gerard started noticing a boy who looked a lot like his Frankie in the skatepark, with other boys. He realised it was actually Frank, when the boys would call him over or talk to him.Gerard didn't like his Frankie being around other boys.

So he decided to watch him everyday.. I know creepy, but he has an obsession with him, so do you really think he gives a fuck? NO. He noticed Frank doesn't seem to notice him, or just doesn't pay attention to him. Wouldn't Frank recognize him? Does he recognize him at all?

It's been years, him watching Frankie, and nothing at all. Gerard's twenty now, Frank's eighteen, Gerard doesn't have anyone.His foster parents are gone now,too..

Gerard wants somebody.

Gerard needs somebody.

And that somebody is Frank.

Gerard wants his Frankie back.

Frankie was his.

              &Frankie will be his again.

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Hoped you liked it! I should update soon. Maybe tonight or tommorow.

Love Ya! xo.GreyGrayWrites