Taeyeon's P.O.V
You woke up the next morning, slamming the alarm clock next to you as usually. While stretching your torso and legs, you rubbed you tired eyes, attempting the get used to the morning light coming from the window. You sat up peacefully, legs awkwardly crossed, staring out the window. You weren't exactly a morning person but you always though the outdoors looked peaceful and beautiful before people began moving around. You forced yourself up, knowing that you had a schedule to follow. After going to the bathroom, you went over to the kitchen and ate a banana and some watermelon. Then you brushed your teeth and changed. You wore a pair of training shorts, a slightly over-sized shirt, and training shoes, rushing out the door. As you left, you locked your front door and started running to the BigHit building. You didn't usually need to bring a bag of things because you would leave your belongings and the company building and use the morning to go for a run. It was about a 10 minute run before you got to the front door. You didn't see any fans because you came very early so you simply greeted the body guards kindly before enter to go train. You took a quick look around the lobby to see if anything had changed before walking up to the front desk.
Taeyeon: Good morning mam.
Desk woman: Good morning. What may I do for you today?
Taeyeon: I just wonder which training room was free to use?
_______: It's ok mam! We already got one for her!
You and the desk woman both turned your attention to the voice yelling across the room.
Taeyeon: Namjoon?
Namjoon ran up to the desk looking a bit worried and stressed. He looked over at the desk woman.
Namjoon: Thank you so much for your help but Taeyeon actually had a dance room booked that she wasn't informed about.
Desk woman: Oh ok.
Before you could thank the woman, Namjoon grabbed your arm pulling you through hallway and past doors. You could sense his stress by the way your arm was being grabbed but decided to to mention the slight pain his grip gave you as it might stress him more. When he finally stopped running, he let you go and open the door in front of you. You took a breath before entering and being met by the boys. They all looked just as worried as Namjoon. You looked over and Jin, who was the only person that was currently making eye contact with you.
Taeyeon: Is everything ok?
Jin shook his head and walked over to you with his phone in his hand. Once he reached you, you turned his device over to you and walked around you so he could see the screen from behind you. You looked down and his phone and looked blankly as the picture. It was you and Jin hugging in the hallway (It was a swiping thing like on instagram) In the first picture Jin's hands were tightly wrapped around you and you were standing in his grip with your arms hanging down your sides. The second picture showed you slowly moved your hands up looking like you were about to cry. The third picture was you hugging his large back while nodding (your face was the least focused thing so thats why you could tell that you were nodding). You scrolled down the other comments.
*On the phone* (I don't want to come up with usernames for each comment so I'll just write 1, 2, 3.....)
1: OH MY GOSH WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?!
2: Are they together again?!
3: WAIT WHAT
4: Those were the two kpop idols that were dating right?
Reply: Yes, but they had to break up once they became kpop idols
5: What k-drama is this?
Reply: right lmao
6: Yo I can't believe they are fucking dating again!
7: Are they just friends or are they dating?
Reply: My guess is that they are dating
8: Unbelievable...
Reply: More like "unbeliBUBBLE"
Reply: hahhahahhaha
9: Is this allowed?
10: So did they ever actually break up?
11: I'm on my floor screaming bitchhhhhhhhh
Reply: SAME!
12: I feel like they need to explain a lot of stuff
13: They can't actually be serious?!
14: Wow I never expected Taeyeon to stoop so low... Jin really?!
Reply: RIGHT! She is so much better than Jin! I was so happy when they broke up!
Reply: I can't believe they are together again!
Reply: Taeyeon makes Jin look like four dogs took a shit and named it Jin...
15: Jin could do sooooo much better tbh!!!!
Reply: I. SO. AGREE.
Reply: Taeyeon is a literal piece of trash next to Jin
*Off the phone* (It low-key hurt me to write those...)
Not wanting to read anymore, you turned off the phone and hung you hand (that was holding your phone) down by your sides. The last two comments hurt you the most. How many people hated you? And how many people hated Jin? You looked down and the floor and tears started forming in your eyes. This was the first rumor you had been put into that could really hurt your career. You closed your eyes, doing your best not to let a tear drop. You hated crying in public and would rather wait until you were alone. Jin seemed to notice.
Jin: You don't need to hide your feelings Taeyeon.
Taeyeon: I'm fine.
Jin tried to step in front of you and hug you but you backed up and continued facing your head to the slightly creaking floor. You knew Jin would be hurt but you really didn't want to cry in front of them at the moment. Namjoon came up to you and put his hand on your shoulder indicating that you should look up at him. You looked him in the eyes.
Taeyeon: *whispering loudly* I'm... I'm sorry...
Namjoon: It's not your fault. Those fans shouldn't have been in the building in the first place. They are assuming very wrong things and I'll do everything I can do make sure they understand.
Taeyeon: *whispering loudly* Thank you...
You began sniffing and knowing you were going to cry, you ran over to Jimin who felt like your brother at this point and hugged his upper body tight. You immediately hugged you back and you started crying into his chest. Even when you felt him let go to give you space you continued holding him, feeling safe.
Taeyeon: *face still in Jimin's chest* What am I going to do...
Jimin: It's ok... we'll make sure everything gets worked out.
You slowly let go of Jimin and turned around, facing the other boys. They were looking your direction.
Jin: I'm so sorry that I brought you into this.
He finally walked over and stood in front of you. You looked up at him with tears still falling down your face. He lifted his arm to your face and wiped the tears off your face.
Jin: Don't cry on that beautiful face *laughing a bit*
You laughed a bit. "Don't cry on that beautiful face" was a cheesy line Jin used to say to you when you would cry to make you laugh again at how silly he was. As you laughed you wiped the few tears that Jin had missed with the collar of your shirt.
Jin: We'll figure it out.
You nodded.
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Hope you liked this chapter. I'll make a second part of this as soon as possible but I can't make any promises!! BYEEEEE <3
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