(short stories)

$chool suck$

I 

fucking

hate

$chool

it

hone$tly

$uck$

my friends are getting into my head and they are messing with me. I honestly want my internet friends to be my real life friends and that I can see them every day. School would maybe be better if I sat alone a lunch, I love talking to my online friends at school, I have a group chat with them and I talk to them all the time. I even talked to them more than my real life friends. Now your probably wondering why im complaining but.. my friends they are well.. all depressed and sad and then there's me. the actually normal one the one that is the positive and happy one most of the time. the one that isn't depressed. AND THE ONE WHO DOESNT WANNA DIE. ahem.. sorry about that anyway it makes me feel like the odd one out. that im not like them but honestly, I love being you know happy and positive but for me, it's different because they all have gone to therapy. I look after myself and talk to myself and I help myself im like my own personal therapist and I talk myself threw things and I cry and help myself too. So I don't want someone random telling me that everything's ok and shit like I tell myself to suck it the fuck up and do it ya know. But anyway here's me venting and ranting at the same time

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