2 days old
isabella is 1 year old
Lizas POV:
L: isabella baby, i know you dont wanna celebrate your birthday in the hospital but were gonna get you a cake and aunt kristen is gonna go bring you to the mall, okay?
I: otay
just then david walks in with her cake and we eat it, kristen comes and gets isabella, isabella returning with what feels like millions of bags, we all just sit back and relax the rest of the day with our new baby girl sleeping in our arms, i love this all, Giving birth and being born brings us into the essence of creation, where the human spirit is courageous and bold and the body, a miracle of wisdom, The moment a child is born, the mother is also born. She never existed before. The woman existed, but the mother, never. A mother is something absolutely new." and so in you the child your mother lives on and through your family continues to live... so at this time look after yourself and your family as you would your mother for through you all she will truly never die, A baby is something you carry inside you for nine months, in your arms for three years, and in your heart until the day you die, A mother does not become pregnant in order to provide employment to medical people. Giving birth is an ecstatic jubilant adventure not available to males. It is a woman's crowning creative experience of a lifetime, A baby will make love stronger, days shorter, nights longer, bankroll smaller, home happier, clothes shabbier, the past forgotten and the future worth living for, Making the decision to have a baby is momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body, A baby fills a place in your heart that you never knew was empty, What good mothers and fathers instinctively feel like doing for their babies is usually best after all, To be pregnant is to be vitally alive, thoroughly woman, and distressingly inhabited. Soul and spirit are stretched – along with body – making pregnancy a time of transition, growth, and profound beginnings, Before you were conceived I wanted you. Before you were born I loved you. Before you were here an hour I would die for you. This is the miracle of Mother's Love, In giving birth to our babies, we may find that we give birth to new possibilities within ourselves, "Babies are bits of star-dust blown from the hand of God. Lucky is the woman who knows the pangs of birth for she has held a star, A baby fills a place in your heart that you never knew was empty.
alexithymia - the inability to express your feelings
elysian- beautiful or creative, divinely inspired; peaceful and perfect
dobrik- the last name of my small wonderful family
and thats our story, and we all have to thank
Alexithymia Elysian Dobrik
