This time I'm not going to fight back.
I will let demons eat me.
Murder me in the worst way..
I wanted to play with them.
But now I will let them win.
They will kill me more than reality ever could.
It's hard to pretend that I don't care.
I care about everything too much.
I get sad over little things.
I get hurt over little words..
Trying not to love anyone.
It's easy for you.. but by the time you start to love, there's no way back.
I feel like i'm drowning in my mind. Lost in your words...
But now they're not the same.