All I have right now is your voice in my pocket.
It reminds me that I'm still alive.
Sometimes when it goes away
I try to take my own life
I try to hurt myself
Like i was hurting others
I think I've changed.
Also I think that
You could have been better without me
But it's a selfish thing, because
Even when i hurt you
I want you to stay with me.
I want you to hug me
The way you used to.
I want you to sleep with me
The way you could have been
I want to reassure you
When things go wrong for you
But what if all the bad things
That happened to you
Was my fault..
And what if..
You don't want me
And what if...
You already have someone?
