they laid on the bed,
it felt like the floor.
everyone else was fast asleep.
she couldn't get comfortable,
and he laughed at her trying.
it was taking all her strength,
to not kiss him agian. since,
the last and the first kiss,
they ever shared was months ago.
he said never again,
that she was a mistake.
it hurt her beyond repair.
laying on the bed it felt,
like they were back in that place.
she blanched at him.
while he was shirtless,
on his back,
looking straight at her.
just as a joke,
she rested her head on his chest.
she was waiting for him to move her,
but he never did.
so she moved and rested her head,
back on the bed.
after a while,
he suggested she move her head,
on his chest again but further up.
so she did.
she put her hand on his chest,
while he wrapped his arms around her.
his left hand on her arm,
and his right on her hip.
later that night,
they moved.
they were both on their sides.
her back against his chest,
his left hand on her hip.
she was scared he say those words again.
but at the moment she felt safe.
she woke up that morning.
I stead of him saying,
she was a mistake agian.
he just stopped talking to her.
she knew it would happen.
so her head was high,
and she forgot that night.
the night she felt perfectly safe,
In his arms.
just cuddling
