Hopeful In London (1D Fanfiction Sequel to Trapped In London)

14. Everything's Torn apart

Sorry for the shortness DX But I hope you like it <33

~Maggie xx

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~14. Everything's Torn Apart~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Zayn's POV

I sat on the couch, just staring at the floor, Louis and Liam were on both sides of me just blabbing on and on about how forgiveness is key in a relationship.

What did Louis know? All he and Meghan did would be song.

And Liam wasn't the perfect relationship God either. He didn't know everything.

I didn't sleep at all last night. Why? Because my girlfriend and one of my best mates were just kissing in front of me.

What did you expect me to do? Sleep like a baby? No. I was thinking this out.

I did. I decided that she didn't move in. So Harry kissed her. But she also didn't move. So she wasn't like saying 'God Harry no kissing!'. So Maggie wasn't innocent here. 

Something was up here.

But what if she wasn't lying. Would they really do that to me?

And Harry isn't the type of lad to get cheated on, and then just go and kiss someone else.. Especially one of our girls…

"So Zayn when she comes back remember that Ok?" Liam finished from beside me.

"Uhm, Yeah of course I'll do that," I answered blankly.

"You plan on dumping a Monkey on her?" Louis snickered lightly.

"What?!"

"Not paying attention," Liam shook his head. "You know this is serious mate. You can't just wing this…."

"I've been thinking. I've thought all night. And all of today. I don't know what you want me to,"

"Well… If you'd listened then you would've known," Louis pointed out with a shrug.

"Not helping," I growled a little at him.

"Whatever. I'm going home, Danielle just texted me. Just keep calm and listen to her side of the story before you assume anything," Liam announced, and Louis shrugged and followed him out.

"Fine," I grumbled, just sitting there. Pain flashed through my brain. Did she really mean for this to happen…

Was she really going behind my back…

Or… Was this just a mistake…

You can't accidentally kiss someone Zayn.

But you can do it absent mindedly…

That doesn't make it OK though.

A knock on the door interrupted my thoughts. I stood up and made my way over quietly, opening it up to see the girl that had run through my thoughts all day.

"Zayn," Maggie murmured quietly. "I know.. You're mad.. But I promise… With all my heart.. I swear on the life of my art career that I did not kiss Harry with intentions of loving him. I didn't even try.. I just sat there and let it happen, and for that I'm a terrible girlfriend. I'm horrible. You don't deserve this, at all…" She trailed off, her gaze breaking from mine and looking at the snowy ground under her feet.

It was silent for a few minutes as I processed her words into thoughts, trying to decide if what she was saying was true.. Or if she was just saying it.

Which was stupid. I'd known her for almost three years. There is no way that she would cheat on my purposefully…

But that thought, was still shoved into my mind.. And I couldn't get it out.

"I-I'm sorry Zayn…" She finally said, killing the silence and turning around, beginning back towards wherever she had come from.

And I didn't move. I didn't say a word as she left. Just watched her walk away.

Harry's POV

I paced in my flat, glaring at everything I laid eyes on. 

Ashlyn cheated on me.

I practically tore apart my best mates relationship.

I probably did break them.

Not to mention I was the only single member… Again.

I loved Ashlyn. So much. And looking at Maggie.. Just reminded me so much of her. She had the same long brown hair… hazel eyes… I couldn't stop myself.

And in the end I probably ruined everything. What kind of a person was I?

Zayn would hate me now. 

Maggie might even hate me now.

What would I do? Just go apologize?

'Oh. Hey Zayn sorry for kissing your girlfriend in front of you. Friends?'

No. I can't do that.

But how could I fix this?

I can't.

I can't fix this. I messed it all up. Every part of it.

And I was screwed.

Maggie's POV

I just watched him, biting the inside of my cheek. I had just poured everything I had planned onto him. Because every part of me was dying for him to believe me.

Because I wouldn't lie to him. Never.

But Zayn just stood there. Staring at me with the dark brown eyes that I'd come to love.

What did he say? Nothing.

So I looked away. It was over. I knew that there was no way he would believe me.

I'd screwed this up.

I just started off. I shoved my hands in my coat pocked and started back towards Meghan and Louis' home. 

My entire body ached to hear him call for me, to say 'wait! Maggie come back! I forgive you!' 

But.. He didn't. I even turned around once to see, and he was still frozen in the same spot.

what would I do now? Should I wait for him to say something? Call me? Come over? I didn't know. 

I quietly made my way down the sidewalk, Meghans house only a few flats down. I opened the door and threw my coat on the ground, sighing and leaning against the counter, rubbing my temple with frustration.

I didn't know what to think, what to do, what to even know about this situation.

Had I just ruined this entire relationship? Or did we just need time? Time to mend?

I continued to rub my temple, just thinking, and thinking.

Meghan skipped in, but paused and watched from the hallway were she stopped. 

"You okay…?" She murmured.

"Peachy," I replied sarcastically, eyes watering a little. 

"It'll be okay. You know Zayn loves you," She answered, patting my head.

"But I apologized. And he said nothing. Didn't move. Didn't talk. He didn't even stop me… as I.. I left…" I choked out, my voice cracking.

"He kissed Harry. Right in front of him. He's not going to be okay with this right away… But trust me it'll all turn out OK in the end," 

"That only happens in movies. And books. Like in Twilight," I grumbled, my voice cracking again.

"And in paintings. And you've painted your entire life. Something good will come out of this. I promise,"

I didn't believe her, but I nodded. Meghan had a little sense in her, and I trusted it.