Hamilton after death

Forgivness

ALEX POV
We all walked back to the rooms. I avoided burr at all cost I know he feels bad and regrets it but I can't shake the feeling of bullets in my side when ever I look at him. that's what caused me to try and punch him earlier. I hung on Johns arm as we walked I-i-i think I love him but I can't tell him. Eliza has been giving us harsh looks but I'm trying to push that aside. John fell in to bed and fell asleep Phillip was still out some Ware. I snuck out I wanted to find what room kitty was in. the the sisters room my room Madison Jefferson and burrs room. I stopped in my tracks there was the feeling in my side I was on the floor now oh my god if anyone sees me I think I might die again the way side feels I groan loudly in pain I grip the handle of the door and black out

BURR POV
Cool tears go down my face Thomas feel asleep with Madison so now I was alone. I felt awful it's been killing me for 36 years sence I shot hamilton . I can see it in his eyes he hates me he can't meet my gaze without his eyes being brimming with tears. I hear walking outside probably kitty or something. Then I hear a loud bang on the ground out side the door I hear groaning the door handle twists slightly and I her another crash. I run to the door and open it I now it's dark but I can tell for sure it's a unconscious hamilton. Now I'm panicked if I bring him inside Tomas will kill me and hamilton will to when he wakes but I can't just leave him on the floor.i look uround no ones light is on if it was there would be light coming from under the door. "You'll thank me later Alex" I whisper under my breath as I drag him on to Thomas's bed. His forehead is burning up. I think if I should get Eliza Phillip or his "boyfriend" air quotes uround boyfriend. Alex bet me to it his eyes fluttered open his eyes widened a pupils dilated at the sight of me. I was leaning on the bed so I automatically jump of hamilton just jolts in to a sitting position and jumped back I i here him whisper f*ck under his breath. "Well I'm leaving...." he stops talking for a second as if he had something in his throat" ...tha..."
he stopped again... "nks" could have sworn I saw a tear he gets up only to wobble down he cursed under his breath again. I put him back on the bed with lots of yelling this time I was sure because the tear left a wet spot on the bedsheets "You have a fever" I tell him blankly. "Ok"!he said to me lost in thought. "Can you tell me why you were unconscious on the floor in front of are room door?" I ask raising a eyebrow. "are those tear stains on your checks?" Alex said with concern "don't try to change the topic" I said louder then I should have. Thomas shifted in his sleep. "Ok well...... did you get drunk??" I ask "uhhhh" Alex looked like he was trying to find away out. He fell back on the bed and put his had on his side groaned once more and passed out. That's it I'm getting Phillip. I said walking to the room next door I didn't bother knocking I shook Phillip awake. "What the heck! Mr burr!" I put my finger to my lips and grabbed his wrist. And took the sleepy confused Phillip to his father.he had come to but remained laying with his hands on his side.
ALEX POV
After I passed out in the hall I woke up to see burr leaning on the side of the bed mumbling to him self. He turned to see me and immediately got of the bed i felt ting of pain in my side but not much and heard a gunshot noise I jumped away quickly. And swearing under my breath I started to speak "I'm leaving" I chock on air more pain in my side Aaron looked surprised at my chocking noise. "Th-" I chock again" -an" I chock again" -ks" I finally finished the word. Side burning a single tear fell I didn't acknowledge it just got of the bed. Another gunshot I fell to the wood floor. After struggling to get him of me eventually I gave up and let him help me back on the bed a small tear fell onto the bedsheets. "You have a fever" he said almost expressionless didn't even look my way I let 2 more tears fall. Another gunshot I wince. I just replied with a quiet" ok" More pain and I suck my stomach in. He looks at me I look at my hands that flicker in Between being covered in red and being normal. I close my eyes there's another tear he doesn't notice. "Wanna tell me how you ended up unconscious on the floor outside my room door?" He asks shoot what do is say what do I say! I thought for a second then I ask him a question I made up of the top of my head."Those tear stains on you cheeks?" Shoot go back go back he actually does shoot go back
Shoot shoot shot gun shots go of once more crazy pain in my side I clutch my side burr doesn't even see. "Don't change the subject!" He screams I crossed a line I can tell. Thomas moves on to his back. "Ok well" I started then chocked on air again another tear I wiped away before it left my cheek bone. "Did you get drunk or something?" He asked raised eyebrow. I gun shot and Biggest pain I have ever felt sense when I first blacked out hit me again and I blacked out could have sworn I heard sobbing. I woke up again in the bed except burr wasn't there In fact no one was expect Thomas and Madison sleeping soundly I put my hand at my side gently and looked at the ceiling Phillip ran in and I insteadly hugged him burr came over and only said 3 words

"I'm sorry Alexander"
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