Hamilton after death

Breakdown

ELIZA POV
Alexander, kitty , and John were stif and quiet all of breakfast they just poked there eggs and looked at each other nervously. After kitty asked if we chould talk I looked at her utterly confused and worried.
What happened last night?

(FLASH BACK TO LAST NIGHT)
I walked down to my room a small tear streaming down my face I repeated your happy for them your happy for them Eliza over and over in my head. I slammed my door shut no one was there.
"YOUR HAPPY FOR THEM GOD DAMN IT!!"
I yelled out loud before quickly putting my hand to my mouth and mentally slapping myself and falling on to my bed". it's The Reynolds pamphlet all over again!!!!!" i screamed in to a pillow. And laf ran in to the room.
He must have heard me shoot!
"Are you ok Eliza?" He asked I nodded in to the pillow he seemed to not believe me. Because he put a hand on my shoulder I looked up and he wiped my cheek with his thumb smudging eyeliner and mascara. He hugged me quickly before we heard loud yell from herc. "We're's laf?" He got up and ran out.  I cleaned my face and then Peggy came in with Angelica Angelica fell asleep and Peggy read a book before falling asleep with it. I however chouldent fall asleep no matter how hard I tried
Why had laf looked at me like that? Sure he was nice to everybody but that look was timeless. And I was thinking ubout Alexander maybe I wasn't as over him as I thought. I looked out the window the sun rising I hadn't slept a wink. I heard walking outside and I cracked the door open John and Alexander were walking down the hall holding hands I frowned and followed them. They walked in to kitty's room. Alexander sweard loudly and closed the door behind him. I pressed my ear against the door but I only heard a few words. Need, tell, dont, and Eliza they walked out and I hid behind the door.
(REAL TIME)
ELIZA POV
"Alex doesn't love you anymore"
she said to me. I was lovesick and sleep deprived. Without thinking I slammed her against the wall she yelled and looked extremely shocked Maria walked in to the hall and stared at us frozen then sprinted down the hall into her room. I slumped down on to the green carpet sobbing that's what he was asking Eliza to do this morning. Tell me that he loved John. Kitty looked perplexed. Like she was debating weather to comfort me or not after I pushed her in to a wall. She patted me on the back quickly and then ran out. I curled in to a ball on the floor.
"He never loved me!! I yelled I married a idiot!! He is just cowered!!! He couldn't even come tell me himself!!!!!" I was screaming at the top of my lungs now.
A few minutes that felt like hours she came back with Angelica I hid my face in my sleeve. I didn't want my sister seeing me like this.
Angelica hugged me I hugged back I felt dizzy and nauseous I thew up on the floor . Shoot! Kitty Sighed . And led us back in to the room we first got here in and pushed in to the wall reveling a secret room with a bed and a desk a small couch and a shelf full of bottles. She took a small blue bottle and poured out 2 small red pebbles. Then took a clear container and pulled out a pink pebble bigger then the red ones. Then took a pink bottle and poured out a syrupy pink liquid in to a shot glass. She handed me them and a glass of water. I looked at them
"What are they?" I asked
Medicine now swallow the pills with the water and drink the shot glass. She ordered I did the pink syrup tasted gross.
I took a nap and skipped dinner I just went to my room and fell asleep I was exhausted event though I just napped.
MARIA POV
I sat in the corner during breakfast I always did no ones going to want to sit with me.
Maria the slut that slept with Alexander and ruined there lives. No one gets me no one asks ubout my side of the story. I didn't want to I hated it as much as they do. James made me do it I'm so glad he wasn't here. I avoided everyone. Eliza tried to beat me! So I stay as far away as I can now.everone glares at me like there going to murder me in my sleep. Everyone except kitty i think she doesn't like me but doesn't hate me ether. I share a room with her because I used to share a room with the Schuyler sisters the first night on a cot because we ran out of rooms, that ended badly. Still have a scar on my arm from Eliza's nails. Kitty and Eliza left first I finished a minute later and went in to the hall. Eliza had thrown kitty in to the wall. A crazy look in Eliza's eyes she hadn't looked like this sense the pamphlet. I stood there frozen in fear and Eliza fell to the floor sobbing. I ran as fast as I could to my room. I could hear screaming through the door quickly getting louder into a ear Splitting shrieking from Eliza.
He never loved me!!!!!
I married a idiot!!!!!!
He is a coward!!!!!!!
He couldn't even tell me him self!!!!!!
At the last word I covered my ears she was getting so loud.
I cracked my door open she was in a ball on the ground Angelica and kitty ran back in and took her out of the hall
I felt guilty as ever
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